On My Way To The Love Of My Life

Chapter 5

I didn't want to leave the room but I was really hungry. Last night felt like a nightmare but there's nothing I can do about it now. Finn asked if we had plans because he really wants to meet you. I look at the text not knowing what to reply to him I decided to not. I went to shower and got dressed. I can see that you read my message and I have a spare key dumbass if you don't reply I will come to you and make you😉. The audacity! a part of me wanted to see if he would actually come in here but another part decided to just reply Not really in the mood how about tonight? He unlocked my door and opened it "Tonight's perfect" he came closer to me and I felt his breath on me. "He got fired today" I looked up at him knowing who he's talking about but I'm a little surprised how did he manage to get that cop fired "Nobody and I mean nobody will hurt you while I'm still around" I didn't want to ask questions so I just gave him a hug he touched my bruised cheek. He stared at me eyes full of lust, first he gave me a soft kiss on my cheek then he worked himself down to my neck pushing me to the bed. He layed on top of me in a push up position not wanting to put his full body weight on me. My legs grabbing onto him forcing him closer. He took of my shirt and we made out, while grinding I realized where this is heading "I'm not ready" I blurted out completely ruining the mood. He looked at me and got up heading towards the door "Baby please don't go" I cry out but he didn't stop. "Breakfast is downstairs "

Flashback

"So it's your culture?" he asks utterly confused "I wouldn't say that, it's just a tradition I guess a girl who stays a virgin until 21 gets celebrated. Her parents buy her a trophy that usually has a key on it giving her permission to enter the world and explore who she really is" Well that's stupid " I hear him mutter " I don't think so, I mean if I meet the love of my life at 18 and I trust him I will gladly give my virginity to him if I'm assuserd that he's the one for me and he'll marry me. My body would be his. "You're really strange rebel rosy" I laugh at his silly name "maybe just different" I add

Breakfast was awkward and to be honest this whole trip has been a disaster "Baby I didn't mean it like that" I decided to break the ice "Then what exactly did you mean by pushing me away? So what? I'm not the one for you? Don't you plan on marrying me " I realized that I had hurt him with my actions but I was just confused I stood up and went to go sit on his lap. He didn't look at me so I decided to make him. I took of all my clothes and his eyes suddenly shifted to my naked body " Don't " I hear him whisper, he's trying to control himself "I want to" I kiss him he looks at me in defeat "go to the room" he instructed me and I do as I'm told he came in with a condom and I was confused as to why he has them. He started kissing me while moving his hand to my vulva he rubs on it and I moan into his mouth, he pushes in one finger and I scrunch my nose for the uncomfortable feeling. He gives me soft kisses to insure me that it's okay. The discomfort quickly turned into pleasure as he enters another finger he sucks on my neck making sure to leave a mark and I close my eyes he suddenly stops "Are you ready" he asks out of breath. I kiss him and nodd "I need you to say it baby" the desperation is evident in his voice and I kiss him "I need you inside of me" he enters himself in me and I screamed it was painful. "Fuck" I hear him hiss he's so gentle and I looked in his eyes he really looked unsure because he knows he was hurting me. i kiss him while he puts himself in and out of me his strokes becoming faster "I'm close" I whisper to him and he grinds faster "come with me" he demanded and I did.

Laying next to him I realized that I made myself vulnerable to this guy not only did I give him my body but my heart. I don't regret a thing. He was fast asleep so I decided to close my eyes I woke up to an empty bed and it was 4pm I sighed a sting between my legs. I decided to go shower remembering what happened hours ago. I came out the shower looking at my reflection my lips were plump and I don't know but something has changed. I smiled when I saw that he really did leave his mark. Remembering we have a dinner date tonight I got dressed wearing a mom jean with a white tshirt and my white nikes. I braided my hair and made the bed. I was surprised to see that the living room was empty wondering where Nick went. The door opened and I smiled when I saw him come in he brought food with him "you didn't eat this morning so I decided to get you something before we leave" I smile and give him a kiss "Thank you" I forced him to eat with me and we were off. On our way I decided to play music from my phone
Saturday morning jumped out of bed to put on my best suit. "NOT this song again" he groaned. "what this is my favorite song Knocked on your door heart in my hand to ask you a question because I know that your an old fashioned man hey can I have your daughter for the rest of my life say yes please yes cause I need to know you say ill never get your blessings till the day I die tuff luck my friend but the answer is No why you gotta be so rude don't you know I'm human too
"Why you gotta be so rude,I'm gonna marry her one day" my heartbeat somehow fastened when he sang those words putting his hand on my thigh. I realized that this human being next to me became in an instant my everything