Chapter 21

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The reception was beautiful. Kyle made a toast and handed me the mike. I was petrified "Good afternoon everyone, I'm Ava the bride's best friend I'm sure all of you know I awkwardly giggle. When my heart got broken Leila came to the rescue and that's when she met Adi, I remember him coming into my room that day asking if she's single, he started laughing. Mate you have your work cut out for you, I wish you the best to your new journey may you remember that love might dissappear but loyalty doesn't! oh and before I forget my wedding gift to you two lovebirds. " I showed to the stage and everyone's attention went there. The curtains opened revealing Bruno Mars.
Let's take our time tonight, girl.
Above us all the stars are watching
There's no place I'd rather be in this world, your eyes are where I'm lost in
Underneath the chandelier we're dancing all alone
There's no reason to hide what we feeling inside right now
Leila screamed in excitement grabbing Adi to dance and I chuckle and made my way to my seat.
So baby let's just turn down the lights and close the door ohhh I love that dress but you won't need it anymore, no you won't need it no more let's just kiss till we naked baby Versace on the floor

Everyone went to the dance floor my table was empty Tony was my date but he had business to attend to.
"Atelphobia, the fear of not being good enough, you actually got it" I felt goosebumps when I heard that voice closing my legs instantly, I guess it became a habit, he came to sit next to me "Nick! " I whisper "Terrible speech by the way" I look at him feeling all sorts of emotions "You're here" I look at him I've been practicing this moment for the last few years but wasn't prepared at all. His hair was longer shoulders broader. His been working out. "What are you doing here" I stutter losing all my confidence "Why wouldn't I be here, it's afterall my friends wedding."

Bruno went onto his other songs
Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
"Why is he singing this at a wedding" I ask irretated "Can I have this dance" I hesitate looking over to Leila who was still dancing I searched for Sarah but she had her baby in her hand "I don't bite" I take his hand and we started dancing he tightens his grib forcing me closer
Although it' hurts I'll be the first to say that I was wroooooonnggg
Oh I know I'm probably much to late to try and apologize for my mistakes but I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers I hope he holds your hand, gives you all his hours cause he has the chance, takes you to every party cause I remember how much you loved to dance
"What a pathetic way to break up with my Ava Rosalina Smith" he spins me around and brings me back to his chest. "I didn't know what else to do" I reply truthfully "You could've stayed" he replies. I feel his breath on me again and I was tempted to kiss him but push him off, trying  to make my way to the exit
He grabs my hand and smiles "You're not getting away this time" his voice seemed darker he tightens his grip on my hand and walk towards Leila and Adi "Congratulations you two" Leila looks at me but I assure her I'm okay not wanting to spoil her evening "You should enjoy your honeymoon. " Nick tells them giving them the hint that we would be leaving. His grip doesn't losen till he shoved me in his car "Where's your hotel"he asks. I refused to answer him " Fine then we'll go to mine. " I blurt out the address because I didn't want to go with him to his hotel without a car. The trip to my hotel was silent as soon as he pulled into the parking lot I stepped out of the car marching towards my hotel room. He catches on and before I could slap the door close in his face he stops it. "Why are you resisting me" he asks and to be honest I didn't know. I've never been with someone after him and after all these years I still love him. "I made out with your best friend" I yell hoping to hurt him so he would leave. He takes a step closer. "He confessed his feelings to me" I scream he seems unfazed "Jy is n goeie aktrise, meesteres van jou eie vak tog jammer jy speel jouself so swak" (You are a very good actress, the best in the industry yet you fail to learn how to act like yourself). "I have forgiven you Rosalina I've accepted you just please stop it STOP PUSHING ME AWAY" his voice frighten me when he pulled me in. His kiss was hard and at first I wanted to stop him but failed MISERABLY. He undressed me and pushed me to the bed kissing my neck I pull on his hair letting out a small moan. He buries himself inside me my nails digging into his back. After we made love we stayed like that. The emptiness I've been feeling was now filled with one thing, one person who drives me to hell and back and that's Nick Scott

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