On My Way To The Love Of My Life

Chapter 22

I woke up naked next to him. I can't believe what i did last night i was ashamed, I got up and started dressing myself "Good morning" he says staring at me "Hey" I whisper wondering where Tony is. "We need to talk" he says sternly and I sit down after I've dressed myself. "Come with me to Switzerland" I chuckle I was so stupid to believe that he actually changed "No! Get out" he looks at me slightly hurt "Why not we're fine my feelings never changed, come with me it's not like you need a job I'll take care of you" I turn around not able to face him "I have a life in Paris Nick here you go again expecting me to drop everything and run to you, this is one of the reasons we never would've been able to make it work" he walks over to me completely naked "Don't make me choose, because you'll get hurt" I take a step back "Get out!" I yell and he does just that.
"Are you sure you want to leave madame" Tony asks unsure about my sudden change of heart. "Yes Tony I think I've had enough of this place. Let's go home " he starts packing my clothes loading them into the boot. I send a gift over to Kisha and Hakeem and went to the airport. "Are you ready" I put my hand on top of his. "Yes I am"....

6 years later

My cherie, Mr Heart wants to see you. "Let him in Tony" Mr Heart came in dressed in a black suit "Mrs Smith such a pleasure, I came to talk business. I do believe that you've had a great career an actress and an producer, not many could pull that off we miss you. The fans miss you they prefer you being in front of the camera not behind it please im begging you come back. I smile " Thanks but I'm okay with just producing for now Mr Heart I have other priorities. Tony came in with Natalie "Mommy tea time" I smile at my daughter and excuse myself. "Coming" I tell her closing the door. I went to go put on my dress and joined Tony and Natalie for our tea party. "no mommy not like that" she giggles "uncle Tony show mommy" Tony showed me that I should lift my pinky and sit like a lady. "Natalie come give mommy a hug. " She looks at Tony with an angry face "What did you do" he pleads with her "Nothing I promise" she walks towards him "Pwinky pwomise " he puts his hand on his chest Pinky Promise "Natalie Rose Smith" Aren't you going to give me a hug? She puts her hands in front of her mouth.
"Oepsie, sowwy mommy" she gives me a hug and I get a kiss on the cheek her hair was black like mine but she had her father's eyes. Oh how I missed him. Everything about her reminds me of him

Flashback

"This is a miracle Mrs Smith, You're pregnant" I sit in utter shock "But this can't be my doctor said that there's a low chance of me getting pregnant. " "He was right there was a low chance but it wasn't impossible, congratulations " I stormed out of the doctor's office and into Tony's arms " I'm pregnant" I sob and he comforts me he's always been there for me "What am I going to do" I scream mentally beating myself up for what happened after Leila's wedding. "We're keeping the baby" he tells me. He puts me in the car and we went to my house. "Are you going to inform Mr Scott" he asks. I think about it for a moment. "No, he wasn't prepared to give up his career for me I'm not going to trap him by telling him I'm with child" he looks at me dis approvingly but says nothing. "This stays between us Tony" he squeezes my hand "Understood"

After I gave birth Tony moved in with us. He was a loyal assistant though he could've been a producer. He raised Natalie as his own. When he wanted to introduce her as his daughter to his family I had to stop him. Explaining that it would complicate things and make her confused. Over the years her father became a successful author and poet his work was everywhere. "Mommy when is daddy coming" Natalie asks and my heart shatters "Why do you want him in your life Rose am I not good enough?" I ask exhausted of this conversation I keep having with my daughter. "I'm sowwy mommy it's just that you won't let me call uncle Tony my daddy" I grab her kissing her forehead "That's because he isn't sweetheart" Tony came in "Natalie I made hot chocolate" she tried escaping. "Mommy let go, I want hot coco" I laugh and let her go. Tony came to sit beside me. "You need to tell her who he is.You've not been sleeping and you're jumping what's Going on?" I look at Tony he's been my rock for these years he even suggested that Natalie should take his last name. " I feel like something bad is about to happen Tony. " He pulls me in for a hug" Nothing will happen I'll take care of you and Natalie. I promise. " His words made me feel better." Natalie what are you up to" I hear something break and she screams "noting mommy don't come" I walk in to Natalie standing on a chair. "I'm sowwy I wanted to make nice clean fo you" I walk towards the splinters picking her up and handing her to Tony I picked up the splinters and threw it in the bin "Natalie what about we go buy you new toys tommorow" her face brightened up "Toyyys" she screams "Shhh we should first ask mommy" she tells Tony smiling with confidence. "mommy come listen, uncle Tony want me to have new toys and going to buy you coffee please" I look at her mesmerized by the amount of shit that just came out her mouth but she gave me the look "Okay fine we'll go to the mall"