On My Way To The Love Of My Life

Chapter 11

Nick's Pov

This party is lame as fuck and I miss Ava "Hey cutie" Claire came throwing herself at me, why did I hook up with her? She's so easy. "No thank you Claire I have a girlfriend" I was irretated so I went to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water when I bumped into Finn "Why are you sober" I ask sarcastically "Can ask you the same thing Scott" he fires back "Maybe we should just drink a beer to get tonight over and done with"i say he scans me before taking out two beers out of the fridge handing me one. Soon 1 turned to I don't know because I was wasted "I'm going to go look for Sarah" he yells in my ear and I take a tequila shot, I missed it though.I look at the people around me. All of them were morons i stare at them for a while before I went upstairs looking for a bathroom why is the bathroom so hard to find! I needed to take a piss. After that I'm going home to my wife I chuckled when that idea came to mind . When I found the bathroom I closed the door. Doing my business the door opened "I'm busy" I yell. "Clearly" she says in her annoying voice "Claire I don't want you stop fucking following me around and touching me i have a girlfriend okay?" at this point I just had it with this girl how desperate could one be.

"are you sure about that? Because I remember you wanting me the day you buried your grandmother" I lifted my hand by the mere mention of my grandmother but decide against it. I can't hit a woman. I wasn't raised like that. "That's what I thought, so here's what's going to happen you're going to take me right here right now otherwise your lil girlfriend will know what we did" I truly regret ever meeting her. "You're bluffing" I spit out and she takes a step forward "Try me" she leans forward to kiss me but I don't stop her I didn't want Ava to know because I didn't want to lose her honestly I felt disgusted with what I was busy doing how could I face myself. She slipped her tongue inside my mouth and all I could think about was how awful this was.

The door went open revealing a shocked Ava "What are you...." she whispers eyes still on both of us "Claire ho... How long.." this bitch smirked "Well he needed someone to keep him company" I just about had it with her "Why would you do that to me... To us... Wasn't I good enough" she whispers and I feel a sting in my heart "Clearly not" claire commented. "Shut the fuck up Claire nobody wanted you" Ava looked at me she was hurt I could tell I fucked up really bad "Baby look at me I love you and only you. " I try to convince her but she doesn't respond. Her hands are shaking. She's scared she turns and I see Sarah Finn Adi and Kyle but she's looking at Sarah "You knew...all of you knew" I hear her whisper why the fuck did Finn tell his girlfriend in the first place she turns to Kyle her tears flowing non stop "I wanted to tell you but you looked so happy and he said he loves you" why is he trying to explain to her? She just looked at me disgusted by my actions she turned around and before I could run after her claire stopped me "She isn't worth your time anyway" I lost my cool and pushed her against the wall "You slut! " I turn around trying to catch up to her but when I got outside she was gone."She isn't answering her phone where is she" I yell. Finn just looked at me disapprovingly "You didn't deserve her"he spitted out to which I laughed "Don't you think I know that" Sarah intertwined their hands "But you still fucked it up. " I knew it was my fault but they could've just left it. "Kyle man I need your help" he just looked at me. "Why would I do that, you fucked up real bad. You broke her HEART. " Why is everyone attacking me i thought they were my friends? "Because she has no where to go! You'll tell her that she can stay with you for a few days" Adi looks at Kyle awaiting his answer "It's her birthday in 4 days time then I'll come fetch her and explain everything" He looks at me and walks away and I wanted to punch him for not answering me but decided against it I needed him now more then ever.....

When I woke up I had bruised knuckles a blue eye and a hangover but that was nothing compared to the emptiness I felt inside me. She wasn't here. I didn't smell her cooking or hear her singing so what was the use of getting up at all. That's what I do I push people away and they don't come back, just like Nan. I can't she has to come back I can't lose her.
You really are a dick man but she has nowhere to go, i'll find her and take her to my apartment but you'll wait 4 days give her time. I felt relieved when I got the text from Kyle. I really hope he finds her. In all my searching I've found out that the only thing that makes the loneliness bareable is her

Flashback

"How are you feeling Today Ava" she didn't look good at all but this always happens when she's on her periods. The doctor told her that there's a low possibility that she can get pregnant. It's a lot to process so I can't imagine how she must be feeling "A little better thanks" her eyes were puffy and cheeks red, it's evedint she's been crying this whole time "I'm here for you through it all" I say and mean it "I love you" she tells me and those words get me everytime it comes from her "Forever" I reply