Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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"Talk to each other" Jeongin said as he pulled Seungmin away with him to another part of the pool leaving Jisung and Felix alone

"Why aren't you swimming or anything?" Jisung asked

"I'm not really in the mood to anymore" Felix replied

"Oh.. well what have you been doing?" Jisung asked as he looked up at Felix

"I talked to Minho for a little bit but then Chan stole him" Felix explained

"Oh, you seem sad" Jisung said, trying to get something out of Felix. Maybe Hyunjin's plan worked and he could now get Felix to admit that he misses their relationship

"I wonder why?" Felix thought sarcastically to himself "I'm okay Jisung" he replied and Jisung internally pouted because Felix used his real name instead of his nickname

"Why isn't Hyunjin's plan working?" Jisung asked himself mentally

"Felix"

"Yes Jisung?"

"Is there a reason that you didn't want our friends to think that we were dating again?" Jisung finally asked him

"Because we aren't dating" Felix responded simply

"But why not?"Jisung asked and Felix just looked at him confused

"Why do you care? You obviously don't like me like that anymore anyways"

Jisung stopped and thought about the
plan for a second "Is he supposed to think that I don't like him anymore?"

"What do you mean?" Jisung asked wanting Felix to elaborate but he didn't truly realize how upset Felix was about the whole situation

"Jisung, you stopped calling me Lix, you don't want me to cuddle with you or even just hug you or hold your hand, you said l-u-v instead of l-o-v-e so you friend-zoned me. You obviously didn't even want me to come over here after school, and you've been acting like you hate me"

"Feli-"

"Actually it's probably not even acting. If you  still hate me for what happened  then I wish you would have just told me that from the beginning instead of being pity and making me think that I had a chance to get back together with you"

they both sat there for a few seconds in complete silence, Felix was trying to calm down from his rant and Jisung was trying to come up with an idea of how to explain things to Felix without sounding extremely mean and stupid but he couldn't think of any

"Lix I-"

"No it's fine. I'm being overdramatic, I'm the one who broke up with you in the first place... I'm just gonna go home" Felix said as he got up and left before Jisung could say anything else

"You guys were supposed to talk, why did he just leave?" Jeongin asked Jisung once Felix left

"I messed up"

they all decided that they were going to dry off then sit in the living room so Jisung could explain what just happened to everyone

Jisung explained what happened and when he finished they were all just staring at him

"you're an idiot" Chan said as he facepalmed and sighed

"that is not what I wanted you to do with my advice" Hyunjin sighed

"Why would you take relationship advice from Hyunjin?! he seriously just confessed to me in the weirdest way ever"

"Shut up. you loved it and it was cute" Hyunjin said back to Changbin

"Okay but seriously what kind of advice was that? And Jisung why did you think it was a good idea to listen to it?"

"Because I thought it made sense" Jisung said while pouting and they all sighed again

"I'm not even mad at Felix anymore" Seungmin said as he rolled his eyes

"I still don't get why he didn't want you guys to think that we were dating again though" Jisung said

"because you guys weren't back together yet, just like he said" Minho explained to him

"So?" Jisung asked

"We *cough* Jeongin *cough* would have annoyed you guys about getting back together and Felix was still trying to forgive himself for what happened which obviously still hasn't happened since he thinks you hate him now" Chan explained

"What am I supposed to do now?" Jisung asked as he laid back into the couch

"You should-"

"Hyunjin no, shut up" Changbin said as he put his hand over Hyunjin's mouth "You are not allowed to give relationship advice"

"that's fair" He shrugged

"Go to his house and apologize" Minho recommended

"Minho, sweetie, there is no way that Felix is going to let Jisung inside his house after that. I highly doubt that he would open the door to him right now" Chan explained to him and Jeongin squealed

"He called him sweetie" He said then looked at Seungmin "Where is my cute nickname?"

"You already have one, its innie" Seungmin said back to him and Jeongin smiled

"Oh yeah, I forgot"He said as he hugged Seungmin

"I get it guys, you're love lives are great and I just screwed mine up" Jisung said as he rolled off of the couch and onto the floor dramatically

"But Minho and Chan aren't dating yet" Jeongin said, trying to comfort him, as Chan and Minho just started laughing awkwardly

"You guys are weird" Jeongin said to them before focusing back on Jisung

"Text him" Chan said once they all stopped acting suspiciously

"Wait that's actually smart" Jisung said as he pulled out his phone

they all watched Jisung type on his phone for a good five minutes before he threw his phone across the room

"Jisung!!! What the heck?" Hyunjin asked as they all looked at him like he was insane

"He blocked me" Jisung explained as he laid back down on the floor

"I think he just needs a little bit of time, you can text him on my phone tomorrow morning okay?" Changbin said

"Fine" Jisung agreed

the rest of them had fun watching movies and doing dumb stuff until they all passed out in the living room

Jisung on the other hand couldn't stop thinking about Felix