Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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~not proofread bc is too cringe for that~

- a few months later-

In the past few months Felix had been talking to a support group which he actually learned to like a lot, and it was also helping him a lot. He was no longer constantly worried or scared that things were going to end up horrible somehow. He was actually now pretty confident in both their future and their relationship

Jisung did get Jeongin to convince Seungmin to get the hamster that he saw at the pet store. The first time Jisung and Felix invited everyone over to meet Kyo, Minho tried to steal him but Chan somehow convinced him not too

Jisung was happy that Felix finally seemed happy. Happy like how he was before he contacted his mom before but even happier. He loved how carefree Felix was now, he was no longer worried about every little thing that could possibly happen in the future.

Now they were laying on the couch cuddling with Kyo who was peacefully sleeping in between them

"Sungie, I'm bored" Felix sighed

"What do you want to do? It's already 11 pm" Jisung said as he looked at his phone

"Oh! Remember that place we went to on one of our first dates? When we went to look at the stars?"

"The place we went to after you ignored everyone for a week?" Jisung asked

"We don't need to bring that part up, but yes" Felix replied with a small pout "that place was really pretty ignoring how much of a mess that I was on that night"

"I'm sorry" Jisung said as he gave him a quick kiss "It's not all bad memories though...you actually started telling me what was wrong that night" Jisung reminded and Felix nodded

"Can we go there? I want to go look at stars, we haven't done that since your birthday"

"I guess so" Jisung said as he carefully picked Kyo up off of his lap and put him back down on the couch

Felix kissed the top of Kyo's head before going over to Jisung and pulling him by his hand over to the door

"Wait I want kisses too" Jisung pouted

"Are you really jealous of our cat right now?" Felix asked and Jisung just nodded so Felix gave in and kissed Jisung's forehead which caused Jisung to smile again as Felix was quickly trying to leave the house

"Why are you so exited?" Jisung asked as he laughed lightly

"Wait...I should go grab the fairy lights and some blankets" Felix said, ignoring Jisung's question and going back inside

Felix came back a few seconds later with a bunch of stuff and threw it into the car

The ride there consisted of them loudly singing along to random songs that were playing

Once they finally got there Jisung helped Felix lay the blankets out on the ground and place the fairy lights around the blanket then they both laid down next to each other and looked up at the stars

After a while of sitting there in silence, Felix turned over to look at Jisung

"Hey Sungie?" He asked

"Yeah?" Jisung responded, not looking away from the sky

"Would it be gay if I thought you were cute?" Felix asked, quoting himself from months ago

Jisung sighed as he secretly had a small smile but chose to ignore his boyfriend. There was no point in him asking the questions anymore. They were dating so he didn't understand why Felix was asking again, although he had to admit whatever the reason was it was still cute

"Would it be gay if I liked your hugs?" Felix asked as he moved closer to Jisung, trying to get his attention but Jisung refused

"Would it be gay if I wanted to kiss you?" Felix asked, quoting what he had said seconds before their first kiss, which felt like forever ago

"Yes" Jisung finally replied as he looked down at Felix and kissed him softly "Are you done yet?" he asked and Felix shook his head no

"I think I have one more" Felix replied

"What is it?" Jisung asked curiously

Felix suddenly sat up and grabbed both of Jisung's hands as Jisung sat up too

"Sungie" Felix said quietly

"Hmm?" Jisung hummed as he admired how Felix looked in the dim lighting of the fairy lights

"You know part two of your life plan for us?" Felix asked

"Getting engaged?" Jisung asked, not knowing where Felix was going with this conversation

"Yeah"

"What about it?"

Felix let go of one of Jisung's hand and pulled out a tiny box

"Would it be gay if asked you to marry me?"

Jisung wasn't sure if he was being serious or not so he opened the tiny box which had two silver rings in it then looked back to Felix

In every way Jisung imagined this scenario happening, he was the one asking Felix. Not that he was complaining but he was extremely shocked

Felix started getting nervous that Jisung wasn't responding

"I mean like... stay engaged for a while since we are still young, just like you said in your plan. I also don't know how soon you wanted it to happen when you said that so you can say no... I'm sorry this was stu-" Felix started ranting but Jisung cut him off with a kiss

"I got what you meant. I was just shocked" Jisung explained with a smile

"Yes or yes?" Felix asked, suddenly not as worried about it once he saw Jisung's smile

"Yes" Jisung replied as he removed both of their promise rings and replaced them with the engagement rings

"Now I'm your fiance for real" Felix said, referring to all of the times Jisung called him that and said that their promise rings were their engagement rings

"I love you" Jisung said as he kissed Felix, causing him to fall back onto the blanket as they both smiled into the kiss

The kiss lasted for a while until they eventually pulled away, still smiling

"I love you too" Felix replied

~ the end~

I'm bad at endings...sorry but thank you for reading this story and actually making it through the whole thing lol