Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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Eventually Jisung woke up first as he usually does, but then Felix woke up a few minutes after him

"Can we dye my hair now?" Felix asked once he woke up and Jisung nodded as they both got up

once they put the dye in Felix's hair, they went in his bedroom to wait until he was supposed to wash it out

"Do you think orange is going to look okay?" Felix asked Jisung as they sat down next to each other on the bed

"You would look cute no matter what hair color you have. But yes I think it will look great" Jisung said and Felix smiled

"Your blue hair is fading and I'm sad" Felix said as he ran his fingers through Jisung's faded blue hair

"We could always re dye it...since you think that my blue hair is hot" Jisung responded and Felix rolled his eyes

"Shut up. no I don't"

"I'm hurt, you broke our promise already. We are supposed to be honest with each other" Jisung reminded him

"Fine. You look hot with blue hair"

"My turn! I would really like to be your boyfriend again" Jisung said which caused Felix to be silent for a few seconds again

"Too honest?" Jisung asked and Felix started shaking his head no

"Not that, just very sudden....I would love to be your boyfriend again" Felix said with a small smile on his face

Then Felix's phone timer went off signaling that it was time to wash the dye out of his hair

"I'm gonna go shower" Felix said as he stood up and grabbed some clothes

"Do you need help washing the hair dye out?" Jisung asked as he stood up to try and follow Felix

"No, stay here" Felix said, pushing Jisung gently back into his room

"But I never got to see your abs" Jisung pouted

"Who's fault is that?" Felix yelled back jokingly as he closed the bathroom door

Jisung sighed as he laid back and waited for Felix to come back so they could dry his hair and see what it looked like

After twenty minutes the bathroom door which was right across from Felix's room opened and walked back into his bedroom, wearing the new hoodie that Jisung got him along with a pair of light-colored ripped jeans

"Sungie help me dry my hair" Felix said as he handed Jisung a towel and jumped on the bed next to Jisung

Jisung helped Felix dry his hair then pulled out the camera on his phone when he was done so Felix could see it

"Do you like it?" Jisung asked him

"Do you?" Felix asked as he handed Jisung's phone back to him and turned to face him

"Of course I do, you look adorable" Jisung said as he touched Felix's hair

"Do you think my mom will always think that I'm disgusting for liking you? And for wanting to do stuff like this?" Felix asked as he grabbed a piece of his hair, making Jisung confused about how the conversation topic suddenly changed

"Why are you asking?" Jisung asked back with a pout as he pulled Felix to lay down next to him on the bed, facing each other

"It's one thing that she didn't agree with who you like and that she didn't want you to dye your hair. It's another that she hurt you because of those things, I honestly don't know if someone can come back from that or change their opinions if they are strong enough to make her hurt you" Jisung answered

"I wish that she could change her opinion about it, I wish I could have shown her how amazing of a person you are but I was too scared that she would hurt you too" Felix said quietly

"I wish so too, but I think you look adorable with orange hair, I think that you look even cuter when you wear cute hoodies that you want to wear, and I think our relationship is perfect no matter what anyone else thinks about it"

"I wish I could think that...but me wearing hoodies like this, dying my hair, and even just being with you makes me think about all that stuff she said to me" Felix explained and Jisung felt his heartbreak a little bit but he hugged Felix even tighter

"I hate that you think about those lies that she told you, but that is exactly what they are. Lies that you shouldn't think about because none of it is true" Jisung reminded him

"I don't know how to stop thinking about it though, everything is reminding me about it because I am doing everything that she thought and told me was disgusting and wrong"

"I will help you forget about all the things she said okay?" Jisung asked and Felix cautiously nodded, not sure if it was even possible

But then he felt Jisung's lips on his own and it made him forget about his mom's horrible words, it may of only lasted a few seconds but it made him believe that it was possible to forget them all eventually

...but it may take longer then he hoped

Eww. No.

Why can I not write fluff?