Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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Despite the fact that they were now allowed to move into their apartment today Jisung's mother still wanted them both to go to school. Not that Jisung or Felix had a problem with that, they needed to convince their friends to help them move a bunch of stuff anyways

School had been good ever since Felix told Jisung the truth. Good meaning that Paul hasn't tried to talk to any of them that is

Felix had told Hyunae about everything that happened, they still hadn't hung out but they had been texting a lot. Hyunae was busy with whatever she had going on in her life that she refused to tell Felix about while Felix had been spending all of his free time with Jisung anyways

"Hello my friends that I love and appreciate" Jisung said as he and Felix approached their friend group together

"What do you want?" Seungmin asked

"Pfft, why do you think I want something? Can't I just appreciate my friends?" Jisung replied

"No. It's weird. What do you want from us?" Minho responded

"We need help moving stuff into our apartment" Felix explained with a hopeful smile

"You guys were serious?!? I thought you were joking about getting an apartment together" Chan said

"Umm no?" Jisung replied

"You guys are going to die from stupidity" Changbin sighed and Felix nodded in agreement

"No we aren't!!! Chan is going to teach us how to cook, we are going to get engaged, then in a few years we are gonna adopt an adorable child, then get married" Jisung explained

"When did I agree to this?" Chan asked

"I'm sorry but you guys can not be trusted with a child" Hyunjin said

"How soon are you guys getting engaged?!" Jeongin asked happily

"You didn't agree to it but you are going to help anyway because you don't want our future kid to live off of ramen and cereal. Shut up Hyunjin. And we will see" Jisung responded to all of them

"Will you buy us food if we help you guys move?" Seungmin asked as Jisung and Felix glanced at each other before they both nodded in agreement which made everyone agree to help them after school

~time skip to afterschool~

Felix was walking to Jisung's locker so that they could meet up with the rest of their friends to go  start moving things

Then something happened that hasn't happened in almost a month, as soon as Felix felt someone grab his wrist he could take a pretty good guess of who it was

The person harshly shoved Felix against some lockers

"You went almost a month without bothering me. What do you want now?" Felix asked as he made eye contact with Paul

Felix wasn't scared of Paul anymore. Paul had nothing to hold against him and Felix wasn't going to fall for any of his mind tricks again. At this point, he only saw Paul as a nuisance instead of a threat

"Why haven't you and Jisung broke up yet?" Paul asked with frustration in his voice as he ignored Felix's question

"Because we love each other?" Felix responded, making it sound more like a question

"No you don't. How would he love you after all of that? You are a disaster"

"Take a look at yourself. I have to go so can you please just go back to minding your own business" Felix said as he tried to leave but Paul just pushed him back rougher and moved so that he was only centimeters away from Felix's lips

Felix pushed his head back as much as he possibly could before speaking again "If you don't let me go right now I will scream my head off and Jisung will come, then you will get punched in the fa-"

Paul cut Felix off by putting his hand over Felix's mouth

"Jisung is just using you...If you're going to let someone use you don't you think you should share yourself?" Paul asked as he kissed Felix's cheek multiple times and Felix started to violently shake his head

He quickly realized that just because Paul doesn't have any blackmail does not mean that he's not still intimidating...because he was definitely scared. And he was getting tired of it, it seemed like half of him was always scared and there was no way to make himself stop worrying

"I'm looking forward to the day Jisung breaks up with you and you realize how worthless you are" Paul said and Felix tried to push him away harder as he was trying to keep himself from crying but Paul only tightened his grip causing Felix to wince in pain

"Do you miss it? Do you miss getting hurt? Your mom seemed to be the only one who understood your worth" Paul said as Felix was still struggling and shaking his head

"Felix?" They both heard a voice from the other end of the hallway as Paul quickly let go and turned towards the person as Felix just slid down onto the ground as he tried to calm himself down

Paul quickly walked past who called out Felix's name and left the school

"Are you okay?" Hyunae asked as she ran up to Felix and tried to help him up

"N-no. I w-want Jisung" Felix said as he tried to dry off the tears on his cheeks, ignoring that there were still some falling

"Don't you think you should tell the principle about..that?" she asked and Felix just shook his head

"Not r-right now"

"Fine" Hyunae said as she pulled out her phone and took a picture of Felix's wrist which now had a bruise on it from Paul's tight grip "I'll go report him and you go find Jisung"

Felix just nodded in response as he continued to try and calm himself down

"Text me later okay?" She asked and Felix nodded before they went their separate ways

Felix found Jisung leaning against his locker waiting for him

"Why are you so la- are you okay?!" Jisung asked once he noticed Felix's red eyes

"No. I'm scared that I won't ever be" Felix said as his voice broke and he hugged Jisung

"You will... what happened though?" Jisung asked and Felix suddenly realized that they were supposed to be moving things into the apartment by now

"Our friends are waiting, and we are moving into our first apartment together today. I'm sorry for bringing the mood down, let's just talk about it tomorrow" Felix said with a small forced smile as he grabbed Jisung's hand

'You better actually tell me' Jisung thought to himself