Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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-I'm sorry that this is really unrealistic, I'm not exactly sure how this would actually work out but I tried-

~Court date day~

"Sungie I don't want to go. Please can we just stay here?" Felix asked as Jisung was holding his hand and trying to get him to walk out of the house

"I know you don't want to go but you have too. If you don't then they could just let her go, I don't want there to be a chance of this whole thing happening all over again. You can do this." Jisung tried to reassure him as Felix looked up at him with teary eyes

"I'm scared. I don't want to see her again. There wouldn't be a chance of this happening again anyways, I would never go see her again. I hate her. I never want to go see her. Please don't make me" Felix cried and Jisung hugged him

"You think that she deserves to go to jail right?" Jisung asked and Felix just nodded "This is the only way you can make that happen. After this, you will never have to worry about it again"

"But what if it doesn't even work? What if they just let her go?" Felix asked, overthinking and getting himself overly concerned about the whole situation

Jisung rubbed his thumb over the scar that was left on Felix's face "She will go to jail"

"For sure?" Felix asked

"If you tell them what she did to you then yes"

"...Okay, I trust you" Felix said as he took Jisung's hand and they walked to the car

The ride there was pretty silent, Jisung would occasionally look over at Felix and told  him  something like "you can do this" or "it will all work out"

After a while, they arrived at the courthouse and Jisung parked the car

"Can you come with me?" Felix suddenly asked

"I wish I could, but I'll stay here and wait for you" Jisung responded "don't hold back on anything"

"I'll try... I should go now" Felix said as he unbuckled and opened the car door "Love you" he said as he closed the door and quickly started walking towards the door of the courthouse

~Five hours later~

Jisung had been patiently waiting in the car for hours and he was extremely bored but he preferred waiting for three hours knowing that Felix was safe rather than when he waited an hour at Felix's mom's house feeling anxious the whole time and not knowing if Felix was okay

Jisung suddenly jumped when the passenger door opened and Felix sat down, Jisung quickly took notice of his red puffy eyes

"What happened? Why are you crying?" Jisung asked as he handed Felix a tissue

"It was just weird to explain all of that to random people. Especially with my mom in the same room looking at he like she wished she would have just killed me when she had the chance"

"I'm proud of you for doing it. She is going to jail right?" Jisung asked and Felix nodded

"For eleven years. It probably would have been longer if I weren't now eighteen because then she would have been charged with child abuse"

"...Only eleven years? She deserves more than that. What's gonna happen when she gets out?" Jisung asked

"Restraining order. She won't be able to ever contact me again and I wouldn't want her too anyway. Maybe she will realize how dumb she is while she is there though, eleven years is still a long time" Felix explained

"I still wish that she got more time than that but I'm really happy that you got through this and we won't have to worry about it"

"Me too. I'm really tired now though, that was emotionally draining" Felix sighed

"Let's go take a nap" Jisung said as he started driving the car again

"Aren't we supposed to start packing?"

"Yeah but there's no rush to that. You had an intense day, we can worry about that tomorrow. I do have one more question about it though..."

"Hmm?"

"What was her reaction when she heard her sentence?" Jisung asked and Felix scoffed

"She started crying and tried to get people to think that I was lying about the whole thing even though I still have visible marks from her hurting me"

"She is a horrible person"

"...Yeah"

They rode back to Jisung's house and Felix fell asleep five minutes into the ride

Once they got back to Jisung's house Jisung carefully picked Felix up and carried him to his room then laid down next to him as he pulled out his cell phone

Jisung sent a text to everyone telling them about what happened with Felix's mom then he wrapped his arms around Felix as Felix turned to face him

"Sungie when are we supposed to be moving anyways?"

"Umm, let me check the email" Jisung replied as he pulled out his phone again "They said that they will give us the key this Friday"

"Hmm...what are you looking forward to the most once we move there?" Felix asked

"Spending even more time with you"

"You're so cheesy"

"Then what are you looking forward too?" Jisung asked back with a small pout

"Nevermind. It's also pretty cheesy"

"I don't care, tell me"

"I would rather not"

"Felix"

"No"

"Fine then" Jisung said as he suddenly started tickling Felix

"St-stop!!! I-I w-will tell y-you" Felix begged as he was uncontrollably laughing and Jisung finally stopped

"Continue"

"I'm looking forward to having a place to call home again. The last time I felt at home was before my mom walked in on me and Changbin kissing. I didn't realize but after that I never really felt safe at my house. Even after she left and still now whenever I'm there, since my dad isn't there most of the time it just feels empty. So I'm looking forward to feeling at home again in our own house" Felix explained refusing to make eye contact

"That's adorable" Jisung said with a smile

"No it's not but let's just ignore that I said it" Felix said as he blushed and closed his eyes, trying to play it off as him still being tired

"Aww your blushing"

"Shut up, no I'm not. I'm sleepy"

"Are you?" Jisung asked

"Mhm"

"Goodnight then" Jisung said as he pulled Felix close to him

"Goodnight"

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