Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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The rest of the week went pretty normally, by Friday Felix's eye was almost completely healed. At least to the point that he didn't need Chan to apply make up to it on Thursday or Friday

Felix and Jisung both decided to go to their own houses before their date then they would go on their date then Felix would sleepover at Jisung's house

Felix got home and checked his phone after he got ready, it was already 7 so Jisung should be at his house in the next 5 minutes

Felix decided to walk outside and wait for Jisung, so he went downstairs to tell his mom bye

"Mom I'm gonna go hang out with some friends, I'll probably sleepover at one of my friends houses. Love you bye" he said as he went to open the front door

"Felix wait" she called after him and Felix turned to face her "have you planned a date with Hyunae yet?" She asked him

"Not yet, I'll text her tomorrow" Felix said and his mom smiled at his response

"Have fun with your friends" his mom said then Felix walked outside

Felix looked up at the stars and didn't even realize that Jisung was walking up to him

"Lix" Jisung said softly as he waved his hand over Felix's face

"Oh hi Sungie" Felix said looking away from the sky and at Jisung's face

"Hi, it's only about a 15 minute walk away so I figured we could just walk there" Jisung said and Felix nodded

"It's really pretty tonight" Felix commented as they were walking along the sidewalk

"Yeah, hopefully it doesn't start raining randomly again" Jisung said and Felix laughed a little

"I don't think it's going to, there's no clouds at all" Felix said and Jisung smiled at him

"Hey Felix, your hand looks pretty heavy. Can I hold it for you?" Jisung asked as he grabbed Felix's hand

"You're so weird"

"It's okay, you are too"

"Should I be offended?" Felix asked and Jisung shook his head no

"Weird in a good way" Jisung explained

They continued to walk until they were at a small bridge that had fairy lights laced all over it, they crossed it and there were a bunch of tiny shops, and a carousel in the center of it

They went to a boba shop and got their orders then sat down next to each other

"Do you want to go on the carousel after this?" Jisung asked and Felix nodded, yes they were both high schoolers but neither of them cared at all if people judged them for going on a carousel

They continued to have small conversations until they both finished their boba and walked to where the carousel was

"Can we go on the one that we can spin around?" Felix asked

"That's the best thing about carousels" Jisung said as he and Felix walked onto the ride together and sat across from each other so it was easier to spin it

The ride started and they were both spinning around very quickly

"Wait Jisung, stop please. We just drank boba and my stomach can't handle this" Felix said as they both tried to stop themselves from spinning

Felix held his arms across the wheel and it eventually stopped spinning

He looked up and saw Jisung and they both smiled at each other

They both stared at each other for a few moments until they both started to glance down at the others lips

"Hey Jisung" Felix said, not looking away from Jisung's lips

"Yeah?" Jisung asked, also not looking up to make eye contact

"Would it be gay if I kissed you?"

"Yes"

"Okay good" Felix said as he finally closed the gap in between them

The kiss was soft, they both closed their eyes and Jisung moved his hand to hold Felix's cheek

They pulled away after a few seconds,they were both smiling as they made eye contact again

They were both so off in their own world that they didn't even realize that the ride stopped until one of the workers told them it was time to get off

"Sorry to interrupt, you guys are adorable but it's time to get off the ride" the worker said

"Oh sorry" Jisung said as he grabbed Felix's hand and they walked off of the ride together

"I told you our first kiss would happen eventually" Felix swung their arms as they started walking back to Jisung's house

"I love you" Jisung said suddenly and Felix stopped swinging their arms and looked at Jisung and smiled "I love you too"

They walked to Jisung's house and ended up going inside to get some blankets and pillows which they brought back outside and laid on the ground then laid down next to each other too look at the stars

"Sungie" Felix said as he turned over to face him

"Yeah?"

"You know how you asked my dream date?"

"Mhm"

"Well this is actually extremely close to what I've always imagined my dream date to be" Felix admitted

"Really?" Jisung asked

"Yeah, star gazing has always seemed romantic to me"

"You asked earlier this week if you could borrow a kiss, I gave you one earlier today so can I have one back now?" Jisung asked

"I'm pretty sure I was the one that kissed you, but sure" Felix said as they shared a quick kiss

"I think that's my new favorite feeling"

"Kisses?" Felix asked

"Not just kisses, how I feel around you in general" Jisung explained and Felix blushed, then looked back at the sky so Jisung couldn't see his face

They continued to look at the sky for a little while longer until they were both tired and they brought all the blankets inside then laid down on Jisung's bed

Felix fell asleep quickly as he usually does because Jisung was playing with his hair

Jisung kissed the top of his forehead and Felix smiled in his sleep and Jisung almost squealed from how cute he was

"How should I ask him to be mine?" Jisung started thinking to himself and let's just stay he stayed up a lot later then he should have trying to think of an answer to that question

Then he thought of one

Sorry if that seemed a bit rushed