Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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Felix woke up first the next morning and rubbed his eyes as he woke up to the sun shining in his face

He looked over to Jisung who was still peacefully asleep with his hoodie over his face blocking out the sunlight, and his arms wrapped around Felix's waist holding him close

Felix lifter Jisung's hood slightly and kissed his lips which caused Jisung's eyes to flutter open as he smiled

"That was a nice way to be woken up" Jisung said happily "and also, happy birthday. I love you and I hope this year is better than last year for you. Which it will be because you had to deal with a lot of horrible things that you shouldn't have had to go through. I know you still miss your mom and I don't know when, if ever that will go away but I'll always be here for you and you are such a sweet person who doesn't deserve anything bad in their life ever again" Jisung ranted then pressed his lips against Felix's for a longer time then their previous kiss

"I- that was a lot, thank you. I love you too" Felix said while smiling

They both cuddled for a few minutes in enjoyable silence until Jisung checked his phone. He saw I text from Chan that said to text him when they woke up so he texted him back and Chan replied saying that he would be there in 10 minutes and that they didn't have to worry about grabbing any of the things on the rooftop

Chan picked Jisung and Felix up and drove them both back to Jisung's house so they could take showers and eat before the birthday party that was going to happen later

~time skip~

Minho and Chan picked a Jisung and Felix up to bring them to the place where their birthday party was going to happen, the sun was already starting to set and neither Jisung or Felix had any idea where they were being taken too yet again

Eventually, the car finally stopped and everyone got out, Minho got some towels from the trunk of the car and that's when Jisung and Felix decided to actually observe everything around them and realized that the older three were all wearing swimming trunks and that they were extremely close to the beach

"Why didn't you tell us to wear clothes that we can actually go swimming in if you were gonna take us to the beach?!?" Felix asked them but then Chan threw two pairs of swimming trunks at him "oh"

"Yeah, you guys go get changed in the bathroom. When your done walk down that path" Minho explained as he pointed out a path that leads to the beach

Jisung and Felix both went into different bathroom stalls to change quickly then walked out at pretty much the same time, Felix still had his hoodie on for whatever reason. Jisung swore it was to just keep him questioning and wondering if he actually had abs or not but he chose not to say anything about it

They walked down the pathway that their friends told them too, they saw all of their other friends and a small table with a cheesecake on it and some small presents underneath the table

"Happy birthday!!!" They all said as they walked up to them

"Thanks" Felix said as he smiled at all of them "but also, you guys have been scarily nice to us and I'm scared" he confessed

"I'm just a great date and birthday planner" Jeongin said confidently

"You can't take all of the credit" Hyunjin suddenly said

"I take most of the credit" Jeongin nodded proudly at himself

They all grabbed a slice of the cheesecake and ate it, then afterward they were all being chaotic crackheads because what else would you expect?

"Felix why won't you get in the water?" Jisung asked as he walked alongside his boyfriend once things calmed down a bit

"I don't want to?" Felix said but it came out sounding more like a question

"I think you should"

"Maybe in a little whi-" Felix got cut off by Jisung suddenly picking him up and walking towards the water

"JISUNG! NO!" Felix yelled as he tried to get Jisung to let go of him while Jisung was laughing which eventually caused Felix to laugh too until Jisung dropped him in the water

"I'm still wearing a hoodie, dummy" Felix said as he came back up for air

"Oops" Jisung replied

"You're lucky that I love you" Felix said as he wrapped his arms around Jisung's neck and gave him a quick kiss "it's really cold though"

Jisung laughed softly as he picked Felix up again and carried him back to shore

Felix quickly took his now soaking wet hoodie off since it was extremely uncomfortable. Jisung just stared at him in shock

"You do have abs!"

"So do you" Felix said back and Jisung just shrugged

"You still don't look like the type of person that would have abs" Jisung explained

"Neither do you"Felix replied

They both sat down next to each other on a towel and looked around at where all of their friends are

Minho and Chan were walking around together talking, Hyunjin and Changbin somehow managed to fall asleep next to each other on one of the blankets, and Seungmin and Jeongin were in the water smiling and talking to each other

The sun was almost gone and it was almost completely dark outside

"Do you think Minho and Chan are together yet?" Felix asked Jisung who immediately nodded

"They obviously are, I don't know why they don't want to tell us yet" Jisung responded

"Probably because Jeongin would freak out"

"True" Jisung nodded in agreement "where are you going?" Jisung asked as he got up and followed Felix

Felix grabbed a stick and started writing something in the sand as Jisung careful watched him, ignoring the fact that he could barely see it because of how dark it was getting

Felix stepped back when he finished and Jisung read 'Felix +Jisung' then Felix drew a heart around it and an infinity sign next to it

"You're so cute" Jisung said as he hugged Felix

But then he felt a wave of uneasiness hit him, which has been happening a lot on the past two days and he had no idea why

Things seemed too perfect right now. Maybe it's because throughout their whole relationship there was always something going on and now there finally wasn't but he wasn't sure. He didn't want to say anything because of their birthdays and everyone else seemed to be happy, he assumed that it was probably him just being paranoid

Suddenly Felix pulled away from the hug because his phone was ringing

"I'll be right back, it's probably just another family member saying happy birthday again" Felix said as he quickly ran off to answer his phone and Jisung nodded

"Happy birthday" Felix heard a familiar voice say happily through the phone

"M-mom?"

I suck at writing fluff (and writing in general)...Idk how else you guys expected me to make the story longer without some more angst 😬 most of you saw it coming anyways though