Decisions

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  Chanel.....,

  I smiled and ruffled Cam's curls. The week went by pretty quickly. Only a day before its Friday. I really don't want Cam gone but there's no stopping August especially when he makes a serious decision. I sighed and rubbed my temples.

Chris hasn't called from the jail yet but I'm going to carry Cam to see him before he leaves. August popped into my mind and for a moment I thought if I just Bring him maybe he'll stay. but then again it wouldn't even work.

I sighed and looked at how Cam has grown and how much shit everyone has been through. I sighed and thought about the baby I'm about to have.  I feel like its not Chris's. I looked at Cam again and sighed heavily. Tomorrow is going to be a long day.

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Friday........
Awwwwww Shit!

     I paced the living room nervously. Cam's bags were packed and ready in case he said yes. August rang the doorbell and I froze. I stared at the door for the longest. I slowly walked up to the door and was met with the eyes of Chandra. That's August's brother's baby mother. I smiled sadly at her and she smiled back and hugged me.

"He'll come around some day." She whispered in my ear. I nodded.

Augusyt walked in slowly. his head was hung low and he stared hard at the floor. "Cam!" I yelled for him.

The little pitter patter of his feet could be heard from afar. I smiled as he scurried towards me. "Do you have an answer for daddy baby boy?"

I waited and he looked up to me. "Daddy, I want to go with you." He smiled widely and I saw August's smile widen also. My heart shattered as I watched him get up and walk over to August. I could tell I was about to break down so I quickly got up and headed to the kitchen.

The tears rolled down my face uncontrollably and I started crying hard, I didn't want to lose my baby boy. I wanted to spend every second of his life with him like I promised the day he was born.

I heard the door squeak and Cam's small voice filled my ears. "Mommy don't cry." He squeaked.

I pulled him into a home crushing hug and cried harder. "Baby, don't worry. I'm crying because I'm so happy." I lied. He smiled and kissed my cheek.

"Okay mommy." He left me in the kitchen and ran back into the living room.

The door squeaked again and I didn't hide my crazy crying from whoever it was. I wiped my face quickly and my eyes widened when I saw it was August. "Stop Crying."

His rough but smooth hands rubbed my cheek lovingly. "We're not going to be gone forever. You act like Cam is gonna dissapear baby girl."

I glared at August, "that's my baby you're taking. I'm Just not ready to let him go." I wiped more tears and August thought it was adorable for some reason.  He chuckled and shook his head.

"He's five now Chanel." He licked his lips and kept his stare at the floor.

"August why won't you look at me?" He went quiet and I stared intensely at him for a while.

"August?" He shook his head.

"No reason....." He bit his lip but still didn't look at me.

"Then look at me." He signed heavily and looked at the window behind me. I felt so hurt right now.

"August you're looking at the window, not me." My voice cracked, "What's wrong?"

"Don't fucking worry about it." He was about to storm off but I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards me. I cuffed his face in my hands and he still looked away.

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