Dark Hidden Secrets - Erwin Smith x Reader

Chapter 17 (🍋)

(A/N: This took WAY longer than I thought, this felt like I was writing a lemon for the first time again XD)

I didn't know what time it was.

9?

10?

Maybe even 11 o'clock?

At this point I didn't care.

Usually I would want to go up to my room and sleep as much as I can before the next morning.

But not tonight.

Going to sleep is the last thing on my mind right now.

Though I would be honest I am very exhausted at the moment, but that doesn't mean I want to go to sleep.

Not while Erwin is hovered over me.

Thrusting his hips ever so gently against mines.

I could feel my heart beating out of my chest.

I could feel my body 

I was a bit nervous about going through with this because this was something new to me.

But it seemed that I wasn't the only one.

But even so Erwin ensured that my first time was not painful or uncomfortable.

He took the time to get to know my body.

Each time he would remove a piece of clothing, he would place light kisses on the exposed skin.

Checking to see what areas made me melt more than others.

But even if he didn't know, he was still good at finding those spots.

I let out a few airy moans as I felt Erwin's groans besides my ear.

I had no idea that I could make a man of his stature feel this way.

The way his grip on his bed frame would tighten when I squeezed around him.

The way he would groan when he hears my moans.

I was certain that I was not the only one to make him feel this way but Erwin had assured me that this was his first time too.

Though I highly doubt that.

I'm not saying Erwin seemed the promiscuous type but with that body he possesses, there is absolutely no way he didn't have any admirers in the past.  

But if god were to fall from the skies and land here within these walls-

You- "Ahh!!"

Erwin suddenly thrusted more of his length inside me.

Wait.

That wasn't ALL of his length?

Erwin- "Ngh..(Y-Y/N)...I've thought about this day for a-ngh- a long time.."

You- "M-Me too..But..I didn't think...it would...be painful..."

Erwin- "I'm sorry to have caused it..."

You- "Ah!...I-Its okay...its bearable.."

Erwin then started to thrust his whole length inside me, causing me to let out a painful moan.

You- "E-Erwin!..I-It hurts!"

Erwin- "Ngh- I-I'm sorry, do you want me to stop?"

You- "N-No..don't...I-It feels too good.."

Erwin chuckled.

You- "W-what?"

Erwin- "First you say it hurts and now it feels good?"