Why? [YiZhan FanFiction]✔️

-31- Yibo decides

Whenever I hear this song and see the video, I get intense goose bumps! The tears of them 😭

-31- Yibo decides

Without having discussed what we want to do with the house now, we went to my parents to pick up Xinxin. Because she was eagerly waiting for us, but mostly for her dad.

When we came into the door, she immediately ran towards him and clung on to his leg. She immediately made it clear to him that she did not intend to let go of his leg until we were at his house.

I laughed and asked her who was going to drive the car, she looked at me with big eyes and pointed to my arms and legs, then she said, "Arms, legs, do it alone." And while I still stare at her stunned, Yibo laughs tears.

Luckily, she didn't have a suitable answer in store when I asked her where she wants to sit in the car when she is unwilling to let go of Yibo's leg. She then decided she would sit in the back with Yibo and I would have to drive.

And instead of helping me, because I really didn't feel like driving, Yibo threw the car keys to me. "You heard what our daughter said. And I'm too tired to drive right now anyway."

"Says the one who wouldn't let me sleep last night" I mumble to myself and move to the front door.

"Then you shouldn't have looked so sexy last night." Yibo whispers in my ear and gives me a kiss on the cheek before he goes outside with Xinxin hanging on his leg.

It wasn't long until Xinxin fell asleep. She had spent a long and beautiful day with her grandparents in the zoo and had already eaten dinner. So we did not have to wake her up again when we arrived by Yibo.

Yibo put Xinxin to bed first and somehow even managed to put her sleeping clothes on without waking her up. He kissed her on the forehead and whispered, "I wish you good night my little girl." Then he let her sleep in peace.

Seungyoun and Wooseok sat in the living room watching something on Netflix. I sat with them while Yibo was on the phone with his brother. They still had to discuss the handing over of the keys to the house from their late father.

They kept looking at me questioningly the whole time. At some point I had enough of that staring and asked them to ask me what they wanted to know.

"Uh, well, well. How come you always said you liked men and then you had a woman?" Seungyoun asked me.

"I can't answer that question. It just happened. We met at the university and I fell in love with her. She was the only one where this happened to me. But why, I can't answer that."

"Did you know then how Yibo felt about you?" Wooseok wanted to know.

"No, I did not know. I didn't notice or see it."

"Besides Yibo, have you ever been in love with any other man?" Asked Seungyoun.

"Mn. I was. Then I realized that I like men."

"When and with whom was this?" Asked Wooseok.

"I think I had just turned 15. So a few months before I discovered my feelings for Yibo. And who it was, um, it was on a school trip. There were other groups of students and I had a crush on one of them. We didn't know each other before, but we really liked each other right away. And at the end of the trip, who went for a week, he and I kissed. But I'm not telling you his name."

"Oh, why won't you tell us the name? Do we know him?"

"It was Park Seo Joon. Zhan had his first crush, of all people, on Park Seo Joon." Said Yibo, who came back from his phone call and stood at the door with arms crossed in front of his chest.

"Hold on. Park Seo Joon? The Park Seo Joon? South Korean? Actors? This Park Seo Joon?" Asked Wooseok and Seungyoun at the same time.

" This is him. They had been together the whole week and I saw them on our last evening. They were sitting together on a bench in the dark as Park Seo Joon bent over and kissed Zhan." Explained Yibo.

"Poor Yibo. You were already in love with Zhan then, right?" Asked Wooseok.

"Yes, I was, and I wanted to kick them off the bench. But what's worse, they still have contact."

"Hey, he and I are just friends. There was just that one kiss, nothing more. Not even afterwards." I'm trying to defend myself. Yibo the traitor. Actually, we agreed never to tell anyone about this.

To end the subject, simply because I was embarrassed and saw how angry Yibo got at the thought of this memory, I told them about the house that Yibo and I had inherited from his mother.

"And what are you going to do now? Are you going to move into the house?" Seungyoun wanted to know.

Yibo, who had sat down next to me in the meantime, looked at me questioningly. "I don't decide that. It's your decision." I say on that. Although I honestly don't feel like moving back to Beijing.

"Yibo decides?" Asked Wooseok.

"There's not much to decide. To be honest, I don't want to move into that house. What I want is to move in with my ZhanZhan and Xinxin and live with them in California. Even though my mother meant it well, but this house is not right for us. I think maybe we should sell it." Said Yibo and stroked my hand.

"But here you would have your friends and your families." Says Seungyoun.

"And there Zhan has his life, his job, Xinxin goes to kindergarten there. She has her grandparents. Zhan's wife's grave is there. He also has the beautiful house that his in-laws bought for him and Emma. They accepted me and immediately welcomed me into their family. I can work there. And we don't have to hide as a couple. We can walk hand in hand through a park without fear of consequences. And besides all that. My home is where Zhan is. And I would never expect him to give up his life there for a house that smells musty and has antique furniture." Explain Yibo.

"So you're definitely gonna move to California?" Asked Wooseok and looked a little sad.

"I will. I want to be with Zhan and Xinxin. I've always wanted to be with Zhan, and if that means moving to another country for it, then I'd love to do it. Because I don't care where I live as long as my ZhanZhan is there."

"You can always come visit us if you miss Yibo." I said that because I know that the three have become best friends and they have been together for the past few years and would certainly miss each other.

I would never want to come between the three of them. Because I am glad that Yibo has found good friends who have been there for him in the past years. Just like my parents-in-law and also my friends were there for me.