(A/N: this chapter is sort of intense. Includes purging/ vomiting forcefully. Read at your own risk)
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Rachel's p.o.v.
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I almost finished my first monster and I ate no candy. I know what that woman back there said was true. I am fat. So I am not going to eat. We were so hyped. I turn to face Eli. Thankfully no one noticed that I didn't eat any candy.
"Doyoulikepickles? Iloveunicornsandyou.!!!" I scream and cuddled up to him. I might have a caffeine problem. Maybe.
"Umm... okay? I love you too hahaha!" Eli replies.
"I have to pee." I say randomly. I mean I did drink almost a whole mega monster.
"Then go pee." Eli chuckles and looks at me.
"Will you carry me?" I ask. He was in the middle of a drink of monster and almost choked on it.
"Am I that heavy?" I ask holding in tears threatening to fall.
"No!! What did you say?!?" He says surprised.
"I asked if you would carry me." I say.
"Oh of course." He says picking me up bridal style and kisses me on the cheek. "I didn't mean for you to think I was calling you fat, when you asked if you would carry you I thought you said marry you." He says explaining himself on the way to the bathroom.
"Ohhh. hahahaha!!" I laugh. He puts me down and kisses my forehead.
"You're not fat Rachel." He says.
"Okies!! Well I gotta pee so..." I say pushing I'm out of the bathroom and closing the door. I press my ear against the door and listen for his footsteps to leave and go down the stairs.
Then I press my ear against the floor and hear Autumn and Eli talking. I start to shake a little.
A tear rolls down my cheek and onto the floor beneath me. He doesn't understand. I am. I'm a pig. A whale.
I bend down and set on my knees over the toilet. I put my hair in a bun and bobby pin my bangs back. I put my finger down my throat hitting my gag reflex. I gag.
Nothing. I do it again. I gag. Nothing. I keep doing this until finally I'm about to give up. I've tried. 11 times and still nothing. I decided once more. I push my fingers as far down my throat as they will go and I throw up, everywhere. Thankfully just in the toilet. My hand is covered in monster vomit. Ewww.
I get up and wash my hands. I actually have to pee now. I flush the toilet wipe off the seat and the bowl and under the seat.
I pee, flush the toilet, wash my hands one more time then brush my teeth and drink a cup of water. I walk out of the bathroom and downstairs. I nearly fell when I got to the living room because I have on socks.
"Why is your floor so slick?" I ask Faith. She turns to look at me.
"I don't know. I fall at least 5 times a day on them." I just laugh and sit back down next to Eli.
See, I can be "happy".
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Suicide Season
Teen FictionMeeting someone you trust is amazing. But you don't want him to hurt you. Will he? The worst of it all is that maybe, just maybe.... You've fallen for him.... But things get bad. Very bad. What will happen? How will things end? Read to find out.....
