My Soldier Bucky Barnes

Scars

I walked out of the confrence room thinking about my so called sibings .

"Come on Tess quit it !" I say as she chases me around , snapping her fingers letting a small flame sit between her thumb and middle finger . It was almost like a cigarette lighter. "Ouch!" I scream as her fire is set on the back of my neck. I touch it trying to burn it out but it took a few seconds to stop

I reached around and touched the scar on the back of my neck moving my dirty blonde hair to the side. I always kept my hair at least to my shoulders to hide the ugly mark.

"Now your gonna get in" I say smirking and stick my hands out freezing her whole body in an ice block. She burns out of it and look's pissed as ever. The coldness burns her already hot skin. Our body tempetures were drastically diffrent from eachother's along with humans but when we touched it was so much pain. Some times they would use us against eachother if we misbehaved . i hated hurting her but she loved hurting me. i loved and hated her at the same time and i wished i didnt

"Come on now children . We're suposed to be friends here" a German voice came from the door. We both instanly stood up straight , showing no signs of emotion with our hands at our sides. "It's time to play" he says with an evil smirk . 'Play Time' was basically training and the four of us hurting eachother

I sit down on my bed and run my finger over a scar on my collar bone . I had gotten that one from Azazel.

Azazel and I were fighting in the cement room with a one way mirror so the Hydra people could watch us fight.  I jumped on Azazels shoulders pulling the knife from by belt and holding it against his throat . I smiled as I won this battle but he slipped away into she shadows and jumped out after a few seconds and plumges his own knife between my chest and shoulder. I cry out in pain and fall to the ground. 

The Hydra people step out and congratulate the winner while I get dragged away for stitching and then punishment.

Lastly I touch the scar above my eyebrow and the one on my cheek that May gave me. My index finger on my eyebrow and middle on my cheek.

"May seriously give it back to me !" I yell at her. "Why should I ? Your just gonna waste it !" she shouted holding the chalk out of my reach. The only thing we had to actually pass the time was chalk. They each gave us our own peice of chalk and May had used hers up. "I would've shared it if you asked" I shot back . "Liar !" she yells getting pissed . I went to speak again but she teleckentically threw me back making my head hit the table cutting above my eyebrow and cheek. She only showed remorse for a glimmer of a second before the scowl returned to her face as she drew on the ground with my chalk

I'm pulled from my thoughts as a warm hand grabs my shoulder . I tensed but once I saw who it was I relaxed . "You ok Doll ?" Bucky asked. I looked at him confused . "Yea why wouldnt I be ?"

"We'll for starters your crying" he said wiping a tear my my cheek. I pulled away and used the back of my sleeve to wipe them off and try to get rid of and trace that they were even there. "And second you were spacing out and it took me three try's to get your attention"

"Sorry" I say meekly

"So do you wanna talk about it ?"

"I dont know . Did you have siblings growing up ?" I question

"A sister....and Steve was practically my brother" he says smiling a bit at the few memories he had

"Growing up we didn't have names , we were called what Hydra called us. Azazel was the 1st , May the 2nd , Tess the 3rd , and me the 4th. It went by age , I was the youngest. One night we were staying up late in our cell , knowing we werent supposed to when we decided to give ourselves names. We didn't know very many names so we just went off of book characters from stories we were allowed to read" I wipe a tear from my cheek as they start coming back. " I dont know if we're blood related , all I know is that they were all I had. Until I didnt."

He looks at me with a small smile grabbing my hand and giving it a light squeeze. I look at him then back down on my lap. "What do you mean by 'didnt' " he asked. I hesitated and took a deep breath before grabbing his hand and placing it on the back of my neck so he can feel the burn scar. He runs his fingers over it gently . "Tess gave me that because I accidently touched her . It hurt's so bad when we touch."

I move his hand to the scar on my collar bone . "Azazel gave me that when we were forced to fight eachother. I thought I had one the battle" I sadly chuckled . "But he got out of my grib using the shadow and stabbed me"

I move his hand to my face . His fingers instantly finding the scars . "May gave me these because she thought I was lying to her about sharing my chalk" I finish . I wipe my face off and sniffle .

Bucky just sat there looking at me sadly and took both my hands into his own not knowing what to say. I meet his eyes and give him a small smile. 

He then took off his shirt and put it next to him . I blushed a deep red "Hey uh Buck what are you doing?" 

He took my hand and placed it on a scar next to his metal arm. He shivered and hissed a bit at the contact a bit before speaking. "I got this scar during the training. I didn't want to fight the men because I was still a bit Bucky Barnes instead of The Winter Soldier"

He moved my hand to a scar on his side. "Got this because I lashed out before a wipe because God did those hurt" he said chuckling sadly. I nodded in agreement becuse those things hurt like a bitch.

The blue eye'd man lifted my hand to his chin where I could feel the raised skin under his stubble. I figured this would be the last scar he showed me because I showed him three of mine even though we both have dozens more. "Got this one during a mission. Don't really remember what but I know its from that".

He lets go of my hands and looked down at his lap. I wrapped my arms around him and run my fingers through his hair softly. He flinches but but then hugs back burying his face in my hair. After a minute he pulled away and laughed to himself. "What ? What so funny ?" I ask him. "Nothing . Its nothing. It's just that your  are freezing" he replied smiling . 

I smiled back . "You know Barnes ,  my ability is to manipulate ice . My body is naturally freezing" I leaned back on my hands.

"Whats your body tempature ?" he asked curiously

" I have no idea " I laughed

Suddenly Buckys face lit up and he smiled . "I think I know who can tell us "