(Yes that is a picture of the vial when you're reviving a request to contact her.)
Y/n pov
Every day you kept doing the same thing after classes, you managed to kick Snape out once more fully and as for Umbridge your hand was getting more and more red and the words would be a scar but you fixed it with healing potions. it was finally Friday you went to Snapes office and little did you know you'd really regret it.
You went over to Snapes office, you sat down as always.
"You know what to do." Snape told you. You nodded. You felt stronger today.
You sat in the chair, Snape cast and you struggled against him you were trying hard to just get him out and then something, maybe the pain triggered your worst memories yet.
You tried to push Snape out but he was there and relieved your torture with Voldemort, you screamed and cried you could feel it all over again, Snape tried to pull out of your memories but your memories latched onto him and you relived the whole night, with Snape watching as you were Panicking begging, scared.
Snape managed to pull away from your memories. When you came out of it, you had your head in your hands shaking, you felt it all over, the pain, every cut, every curse. You where crying and shaking, you looked up slowly and saw that many bottles had broken, a self was flat on the ground and some Of his desk was charred.
"Y/n...?" he said stepping closer.
"I'm sorry." You said wiping your eyes and looking around the room.
"Y/n I think it's best if you see Dumbledore." Snape said inching towards you. You shot your head in his direction and a large gust of wind pushed Snape back. You were still shaking.
"I have detention... I need to go." You said standing, making the wind die.
"If you do that, you may lose control." Snape said in regards to how emotional you were.
"I won't..." You said shaking. "I just can't do that again. At least not now." You told him barley looking him in the eye.
"After detention with Umbridge, we need to take you to Dumbledore or the Medical ward." He said.
"No... full moon tomorrow, I can't skip this, I need to go to detention." You told him.
"Go ahead." Snape said. You wiped your eyes and left the classroom trying not to dwell on how scary everything seemed, how depressing it had become, it was like a relapse, you had come so far and it just happened all over again.
You can do better, you will do better, just ignore it, get through this detention, then make a couple of potions to help you.
You made your way to Umbridge's office and by the time you had made it there Harry had just got in, you followed and the quills were waiting you got to work and so did Harry.
It had been awhile along your hand was burning but you tried to focus on it, scared of how you'll react to pain.
You started to shake and hyper ventilate. Umbridge had no clue what was going on but you did. You pulled out your wand and made a bucket appear and then started throwing up and shaking violently. Apparently, that's what happens when your body can't handle the physical strain. You braced yourself over the bucket on the floor and waited until you had finished.
"Professor, an I have a cloth or something?" you asked.
"..." She handed you some tissue and you wiped your mouth and you looked at your hand, the words not fully fading anymore. You put the tissue in the bucket and stood up, you were sweating and shaking. When you looked in you saw blood. Great you're throwing up blood.
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Slytherins Heir [Draco X Reader] - Year Five
Fanfiction~ Year five ~ Warning: This is the fifth book in a series!!! This also will journey through all of the books / movies so if you want a quick read, over and done with, I don't believe this is for you. If you are here to stay great and I'll do my bes...