JAGS (Just Another Gangster Story)

JAGS [41] "HIS PAIN"

JAGS (Just Another Gangster's Story)

[41] "HIS PAIN"

Negativity is only in the mind..

Yun ang gusto niyang isaksak sa isipan niya. Ayaw niyang mag-isip ng mas malalala pang bagay na maaari pang mangyari. Kagaya niya ang sinasabi sa kanya ni Jarred, he has to be strong.

But how can he stay strong kung ang tanging bagay na nagbibigay sa kanya ng lakas ay nakikipaglaban para lang mabuhay? Life can really be unfair sometimes. Kung magbigay ng pagsubok, sunod sunod.

He must admit, he's the one to blame. And now she's staring at Kelly's helpless body.. There are lots of apparatus connected in her at naka-bandage ang ulo nito. He's been there for several hours already. Mula nung sinabi ng doktor na pwede ng pumasok ang magbabantay, hindi na siya umalis doon. Ayaw na niyang malalayo kay Kelly. Minsan na silang nagkalayo at eto pa ang naging bunga. Ngayon, hindi na niya hahayaang maulit yon. Magising lang si Kelly, hinding hindi na siya maglilihim pa dito and he'll do everything and anything that we'll make her happy.. He has never prayed this pervently before, ngayon lang.. He doesn't believe in God before, pero ngayon ipinagdadarasal na niya ang tanging taong nagpabalik ng paniniwala niya na may Diyos nga. He has thought of Kelly as God's gift to him.. Meeting her and be loved by her is a miracle indeed. And now, he's praying for the survival of this precious God's gift lying on the hospital bed in front of him..

He reached out for her hand and held it gently. How he missed holding her hand and caressing it but he didn't he expect na sa ganitong pangyayari niya ulit mahahawakan ang kamay ng babaeng pinakamamahal niya. Her hand was a little bit cold unlike the familiar warmth na laging nagpapabilis ng tibok ng puso niya everytime na maghahawak kamay sila. Iniangat niya ang kamay nito at inihaplos sa pisngi niya.

"Babe, we're gonna get trough this.. I know we're gonna get trough this.. You're strong di ba? Kaya mo yan. Ikaw pa, eh di ba you're my Super Girlfriend.." sabi niya habang umiiyak. "Bakit kasi susunod ka pa sa Domestino eh pupuntahan naman kita pagkatapos ko dun.. Excited ka lang kasi.. Babe, i don't know if you're hearing me, pero please gumising ka na. You have 72 hours para gumising. Andito lang ako para magbantay sayo. I promise, pag idinilat mo ang mga mata mo, ako ang unang makikita mo.. Lumaban ka babe. Paano  na lang ako pag hindi ka an gumising? Malulungkot ako.. As long as you lay here unconcious, my heart will remain unconcious too.. I love you so much, babe.. I love you." he softly said and placed a kiss on her hand.

May nakapagsabi kasi sa kanya dati na kahit naka-comatose ang pasyente, kailangan pa rin silang kausapin. There's no medical and scientifical explanations for that pero nagwo-work in some cases.