JAGS (Just Another Gangster Story) Part II
For the Love of Johann
©iAmJulie, 2014.
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Chapter Fourteen
Things are getting worse than what she’s been expecting it to be. Ang gusto lang naman niya ay maitama ang lahat mula sa nakaraan at kung papalarin ay makapagsimulang muli kasama si Johann. All she’s been wanting all these years is to win him back.. To gain his love and affection once again. But situations are tougher right now. It’s not as easy as what she hopes it to be.
She suppressed all her feelings for Johann because she doesn’t want to ruin the friendship they have right now. Yun lang naman ang pinanghahawakan niya sa ngayon. Yun lang naman ang nagpapasaya sa kanya ngayon kahit na ang pakiramdam niya ay ang layo layo na nito sa kanya. She’s been seeing the signs na mukhang mahihirapan siya sa pagkakataong ito. Lalo na nung mga panahong hindi man lang ito nagtetext, tumatawag at nagpapakita man lang sa kanya. Natakot na siya noon na baka hindi lang ito sa negosyo abala.. Na baka abala na ito sa ibang bagay. At nangyari na nga ang kinatatakutan niya.
It’s kinda hard to bear hearing that he’s been dating someone exclusively these days. So exclusive na bumalandra pa ito sa news at society pages ng broadsheets. Now, people from the media were so eager to find out who’s the mysterious girl is. Kung nanggaling ba ito sa isa sa mga elite families sa upper class? Or someone he met in one of his business trips abroad? Is she just an ordinary lady or a supermodel perhaps?
Para kasing nakakatanga lang kasi. Ang tagal tagal niyang nagtitiis sa friend-zoned na status niya. She’s been giving the signs to him na she’s still have feelings for him eventhough her actions sometimes deny it. She doesn’t want to give it all. Paano kung sa wala lang mauwi ang lahat? Edi siya pa din ang kawawa sa huli.
At sa ngayon, nangyayari na nga. Nung napanood niya yung news, parang nanlata na siya. Much more nung tumawag si Johann and invited her for dinner kung saan ipapakilala nito ang present girlfriend niya. It’s kinda unbearable. He’s like a sadist tearing and pulverizing her heart apart.
Yung dinner na mangyayari mamaya ang magiging worst dinner of all in the history of worst dinners. And because she started to become a masochist, syempre, aattend siya ng dinner kahit na parang siya na din mismo ang gumagawa ng ikababaliw niya. Ganun daw talaga kapag nagmamahal eh, you’ll be willing to do even the most stupid things just to be with that person even if that person is happy with the presence of others.
Ah, that’s life. It sometimes teaches lessons in some cruel ways.
“And... Cut!”
Napapitlag siya sa nagsalita sa may bandang kanan niya. Lumingon siya and smiled when she saw Kurt standing there grinning with his ever adorable chinky eyes.
“Kurt! Nakakagulat ka naman!” natatawang sabi niya dito at sinenyasang umupo sa bench na inuupuan niya.
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JAGS (Just Another Gangster Story)
Teen FictionHe doesn't believe in LOVE. He have his reasons. She believes in LOVE. And making him believe is her mission. Will she succeed or just like him, she'll loath LOVE too?
