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Phy&Six: (2)

shit rules

Phy: psst!

Phy: uyyyy

Phy: u're not online????

Phy: kfine.

Phy: i know i said di ako mag-online ngayon but....

Phy: i just want to talk to someone

Phy: i'll chat u still kahit di ka nagrereply, k?

Phy: anyway, today's another shitty day

Phy: And so am I!

Phy: Christmas is coming
and yet... I'm so tired. Have u
ever felt this way before, six? It goddamn shit hurts

Phy: And I don't even know
the reason why!

Phy: alam mo iyung...
pagod na pagod ka na lang talaga.
U don't want to deal with
anyone's shit, kahit yung
mismong iyo pa. It keeps
on hurting me, six.

Phy: well... masyado yata akong madrama

Phy: sorry!

Phy: i'll stop now haha

seen 12:05 a. m.

Six: oh shit, phy

Six: sorry I wasn't able
to reply agad!

Six: what happened?

Six: phy???

Six: i'm sick worried rn

Six: pls tell me u're ok

2:11 a. m.

Six: hey

Six: sorry to bother u this late

Six: r u sleeping?

Six: i can't sleep

Six: i tried to but... wala talaga, eh

seen

Six: phy???

Six: ol ka na?????

Six: how r u???

Six: pls reply

Phy: hi

Phy: u don't have to worry, six

Phy: i'm fine

Six: are u sure?

Phy: ofc

Phy: sleep now

Phy: i'm ok

Six: can i call you? Let's vc

Six: i just want to make sure

Phy: chill, six

Phy: i'm fine as hell

Six: then tell me what happened earlier

Six: what was that?

Six: tell me, phy

Six: hindi ako makakatulog

Phy: nothing really happened

Phy: it's just me

Phy: i'm just feeling shit

Phy: so calm down, k?

Six: not buying that

Six: ano nga meron?

Six: sorry i wan't available for u earlier, nakatulog kasi agad from school

Phy: you must be so tired, so sleep

Six: i'm done sleepinh

Six: tell me what bothers u

Six: please

Phy: and why?

Six: because it bothers me too!

Six: so just please... tell me what's wrong

Phy: i am

Phy: ako lang yung may problema

Phy: i'm telling the truth

Phy: i'm dead tired, six

Six: go on

Phy: u'll probable be traumatized after i tell u my shit

Phy: so NO

Six: i won't

Six: tell me everything

Phy: y will i even tell u all these

Phy: just give me a reason why, six

Phy: why the hell should i trust in you?

Phy: i don't even trust myself
anymore

Six: because i can listen to u all day and night, phy. Be it your shit or
what. Everything u have to tell, i
will listen.

Six: and besides... we don't even see each other

Six: u don't have to feel awkward after telling me everything

Six: i'm not pressuring you but i'm just here if u need someone

Phy: idk how will i be able to tell u these coz honestly gulong gulo rin ako

Phy: u kno, one day i woke up and it's like everyday is just hell turned into reality

Phy: i'm aching everyday for a reason i don't even know

Phy: it's so fucked up, right?

Six: nah

Six: i just doubt if there's no reason behind that

Six: u just don't know, but there is

Phy: i hate to live like this

Phy: nakakatanga lang kasi.
Sa school, rinding rindi ako
sa ingay. Sa bahay, nabibingi ako
dahil sobrang tahimik

Phy: wala ako mapaglagyan. baka ako yung may mali?

Six: stop thinking like that

Six: i don't exactly know how u feel but i hope u'll get over that

Six: one day at a time, phy