I ignored Thaddeus' text even his calls. I don't know why did I suddenly act like this, I know I'm acting like immature but I can't help it. I'm hurting, pwede niya namang sabihin sa'kin na hindi siya mahilig doon, bakit niya pa tinanggap kung ayaw niya din pala.
I'm missing him so bad. Three days lang kaming hindi nagkita pero ganito na ang pananabik ko sa kanya. Paano pa kaya kapag naghiwalay kami nang mas matagal? Makakaya ko ba?
Hindi ko alam pero pakiramdam ko mahihirapan ako, I'm inlove with him so much. He makes me fall easily and I'm afraid that he'll hurt me eventually.
Napatingin ako sa pinto ng may kumatok doon, nag-aalinlangan pa ako kung bubuksan ko ba or hindi.
Hanggang ngayon ay may trauma parin ako kay Alberto, he might be quite for the passed week, but we don't know what's running in his mind.
"Ate" nakahinga ako ng maluwag when I heard Gemini's voice outside of my room. Dali-dali kong binuksan iyon at bumungad ang nakangiti niyang mukha sa akin.
Buhat niya si Flappy na biglang tumahol sa akin. Oh my... I miss my baby so much. I've been busy for the passed weeks kaya hindi ko masyado naasikaso si Flappy buti nalang mahilig din sa aso si Gemini so she insisted to take care of Flappy.
"He miss you so bad, ate." Nakasimangot na sabi ni Gemini. Kinuha ko si Flappy sa kanya at pinapasok sila sa loob ng kwarto ko.
Gemini's sit on my bed when she entered my room.
"Thank you for taking care of Flappy, Gem." Nakangiting sabi ko sa kanya.
"Hmm, utang mo 'yan sa'kin huh? Haha may bayad iyon!" Kumunot naman ang noo ko sa sinabi niya. Utang? Aba may bayad pala iyon?
"How can I pay you, then? I don't think you want my money, marami ka ng niyan. So maybe you want anything else aside from my money?" Yumuko siya saglit bago ulit tumingin sa'kin. She sweetly smiled at me.
"I want you to watch my game on Tuesday, can you support me, ate?" Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. Why me? bakit hindi si mommy and her sister?
"Did mom know about this, Gemini?"
"Hindi ko pa sinasabi, ate pero pangako after my game on Tuesday, I'll them about this, just be with me on Tuesday. I really need a family who can support me genuinely." I sighed before I nodded to her. I want to support her because that's the only way to show her how much I love her as her sister. If mom can't support her, then I'll support her forever. I don't want her to feel that she was alone in her battle.
" Thank you, ate" Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit na ikinatuwa ko naman. She's really sweet to me. Noong una akala ko nagpapanggap lang siya pero nang tumagal nakikita ko ang totoong siya. If I know before that she's really sweet sister, sana hindi ko na lang siya iniiwasan noon. I thought she didn't like me, like what I've thought about Gergenia.
I was about to go outside when I heard a laugh in the living room. I'm curious about the voices who was laughing together with mom and Gergenia.
I decide to hide myself from the wall where I can see the living room. And to my horror, I saw Thaddeus and his mom on the living room. What the hell!
What the hell is he doing here! I don't want to assume that he's here to see me, but are he out of his mind?! He knew about my situation, but he's still showing himself to my family na parang walang kami! Wait, did I say kami? Gosh, Peony! You're also out of your mind! He's not here for you but for Gergenia.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Beauty Of Paeoniaceae (Untamed Heart #1) ☑
General FictionPaeoniaceae Avisha Alcantara Thaddeus Haines Roblez