The Beauty Of Paeoniaceae (Untamed Heart #1) ☑

Chapter 24

Until now it didn't process in my mind of what Archer's told me. I can't believe on him, how can he say that word to me?

Did I need to faced Thaddeus? Handa na ba talaga ako? It's been five years and the wound of yesterday is still here.

What if Thaddeus' will found out about Crocus? It's doesn't mean that I don't want him to meet Crocus, sadyang hindi ko lang napaghandaan kapag sakaling magkita ang mag-ama.

"Are you ready?" I look to my brother, he already holding my luggage now as if he's ready for this.

I'm not ready to go back in the Philippines but I need to do this for myself and for Crocus. If that's the only choice. Then, I will do it for the sake of my son.

"Mommy...." I shut my eyes when I heard my son's sobbing. I approached him and hug him tightly.

"Mommy, don't leave me." Umiiyak na sabi niya habang mahigpit na nakayakap sa'kin.

"I'm not going to leave you, anak. Pupuntahan ko lang ang trabaho ko."

"No! I want to come with you, mommy." Napangiti ako dahil doon.

"Of course, you'll come with me. I just need to fix everything so that you could come with me." Napanguso naman siya doon.

Tiningnan ko si mama na nakangiting nakatingin sa'kin. Pinangako kung susunod ang anak ko sila ni mama pabalik ng Pilipinas. Kailangan ko lang talaga maunang umuwi dahil madami pa akong aasikasuhin lalo na't ang bagong branch ng Crodore Cuisine doon.

"Ma, ikaw munang bahala kay Crocus." Tumango naman siya doon. Hinalikan ko muna ang anak ko bago kami tuluyang lumabas ng bahay.

"Mommy!.." Rinig kong iyak ni Crocus. Napangiti naman si kuya doon.

"Your son's really loves you, huh?" Nginitian ko lang siya dahil doon.

I'm so blessed that Crocus' comes to my life, he's the blessing that God's gave me to me. Simula nang dumating siya sa buhay ko ay madami nang nagbago.

I want to focus on Crocus and give everything to him, that's why I worked so hard to provide his needs. Hindi naman pwede na si kuya Archer nalang palagi, syempre kailangan ko din gawin ang aking responsibilidad bilang isang ina.

This day I decide to back in the Philippines. I know it'll be hard for me, but I have no choice but to be strong and brave. Kung sakaling magkita man kami ulit ni Thaddeus ay alam kung wala nang namamagitan sa'min dahil matagal na kaming tapos simula noong umalis ako ng bansa.

After fourteen hours and thirty minutes of flight from Canada to Manila, we arrived safely.

My brother had a house around Makati kaya doon muna ako magpapahinga. I'll find the condo tomorrow, gusto sana ni kuya na doon nalang muna ako sa bahay nila pero hindi ako pumayag.

Masyado nang nakakahiya, nakikitira na nga ako sa kanila sa Canada pati ba naman dito sa Pilipinas?!

Kinaumagahan ay pinuntahan ko ang sinabi ni kuya na restaurant. Wala na siya sa bahay pagkagising ko dahil maaga siyang pumunta sa kompanya niya but I received a text from him na susunod daw siya sa restaurant.

He gives me the location of the Crodore Cuisine Restaurant and it's located around BGC.

Mas malaki ito compare sa Canada pero wala pang masyadong tao dito dahil kakabukas palang.