The Fixed-Marriage | Bradley Simpson

Chapter 29-Messed up

"Ive missed you" Bradley said as soon as I opened the door.
I gave him a smile and he pulled me for a hug

I still haven't talked to him about what Glycel told me the other day.

"You didn't text me back yesterday" he said

I sighed, "I was busy"

"What do you want to do today?" He asked as soon as we went inside my room.

I wanna cry and yell at him. I thought we we're both finally doing great.

I thought.

I shrugged, "I dont know"

He gave me a back hug, "hey, are you okay?" He asked

I smiled, "yah of course. Why wouldn't I be?" I said

He shrugged, "I just feel like something's bothering you"

Yeah, something is bothering me.

Your lies are bothering me.

I sat on the couch and he followed me. He turned the tv and chose a movie.

I dont know how to start opening up about what Glycel  told me.

I also feel like I do not have the right.

Damn it! I have the right. Im his fiancée! But I feel like it's not enough.

"Bradley?" I called

He looked down at me and smiled, "yeah?"

"Is there something else that I should know about you?" I asked

"What do you mean?" He asked

I faked a chuckle, "you know, things about your life... That you might forget to tell me."

He pinched the tip of my noes and chuckled, "No silly, I would tell you if there was something else"

He lied again.

I sighed and nod.

I honestly don't know why he's hiding this from me. It's making me more mad.

I just want him to tell me the truth. That's all but why is it so hard for him?

We we're in the middle of watching a movie when his phone rang.

His phone was beside mine on the table so we both looked at it.

It was Glycel.

He quickly reached for it. He stood up and answered the call.

This bitch be ruining everything. I sighed.

Okay. I really feel like he's playing games. This is so annoying.

I waited for him to comeback so that I would confront him about it.

Im doing this shit.

I couldn't hear anything about what they're talking.

"What was that all about?" I asked as soon as he came back

"Oh ah... It was just things about work" he said

Fck it! He's such a liar

"Does it make you feel better lying to me?" I asked "Or hide things from me?"

"What are you talking about?" He nervously asked

"When were you going to tell me about you and Glycel?" I crossed my arms

"What the fuck? How did you know about this?" He huffed

"I dont know! Why dont you try to ask Glycel who attacked me yesterday?" I asked

"I can explain" he quickly said

"Explain what? That you visited her in her room last week? That you both we're so in love with each other?"

He was supposed to grab my hand but I moved back.

"And you dont even want me to touch you?" He asked

I shook my head, "You know what? We should stop acting like we're in love, Bradley"

I know we're in love! I can feel it. But I think it's the best that I could say.

And I just don't feel that everything's right anymore.

"No, don't say that. Im in love with you. Can't you realize that?" His voice broke at the end

I do realize that. Everytime we're together.

But you lied when you weren't supposed to.

"The only thing I realized is that you're still in love with Glycel. And I thought Lauren was your only ex!" I yelled.

"Im not in love with her anymore, baby" He said

Baby.

I missed how he used to call me that.

"You never had the plan to tell me about your relationship. Why?" I asked

He stayed silent and just looked at me

"That's it. What else are you hiding fro-"

He cut me off

"Because I wanted to protect her!" He yelled

THIS IS FUCKED UP

He wants to protect Glycel and just lie to me. Because he thinks it's the best way. He thinks it's the right thing to do.

I placed both my hands on my head and stood up.

"Wow you are so unbelievable"

"Im sorry" he said

"You wanted to protect her so you chose to lie to me" I faked a chuckle

"You dont understand." He went near me

"Of course I dont understand because you never told me in the first place when you had the chance to!" I yelled

"I was planning to tel-"

I cut him off

"When? After we get married? When everythings fine and you just ruin us by letting me know about this?" I sighed

"Why is this such a big deal to you?" He asked

"Because you hurt me Brad! You chose to protect her and tear me apart!" I yelled.

Im trying not to cry infront of him. I don't wanna let him see me crying.

"Im so sorry. It was a wrong choice, I know baby. Just please let me explain everything? About why I went to her room and everything" He begged

Im just tired and  hurt from the fact that he chose to hurt me.

"You know what?" I started crying and wiped my tears.

I continued talking, "I thought everything's finally good. But Glycel was right. We aren't getting married because we're in love."

"Damn it! Im so in love wit-" he stopped talking when his phone beeped

"Shit" he cussed after reading the message

"I need to go" he quickly went towards the door

"Yeah leave, just like that" I yelled

"We're messed up but let's fix this one when I come back okay?" He said and then went out.

I feel my tears coming down on my cheeks again and I quickly wiped it out.

But the tears just wont stop from falling.

And from this moment, I've never felt this hurt.

He chose to hurt me because he thinks it's okay with me.

When in fact it actually hurts.