The Fixed-Marriage | Bradley Simpson

Chapter 41-One

Victoria and Connor are on a date right now. She wanted me to come with them but I dont want to third wheel.

"Look who finally showed up" I said as soon as Bradley entered the house.

I looked at him with crossed arms but there were no expression on his face. Im guessing he's having a bad day.

"I was busy with the band" he smiled.

A fake smile.

He kissed my forehead, "did you pack for Maldives already?" He asked

I nod and walked towards the living room. "How are you?" He asked sitting across me.

"Im good. How about you? You seem like you're not in the mood today" I chuckled.

He playfully rolled his eyes, "Nah, just hungry I guess. Wanna eat lunch with me?" He asked.

"I THOUGHT this was just a simple lunch together?" I asked as soon as we arrived.

Lunch by the beach.

He chuckled, "I just wanted it to be special"

I looked back at him and smiled.

There was a table at the center and he immediately offered me to sit.

We were currently eating when the song "one" by Ed sheeran played.

It's my favorite song.

Tell me that you'll turned down the man
Who asks for your hand
'Cause you're waiting for me
And I know, you're gonna be away a while
But I've got no plans at all to leave
And would you take away my hopes and dreams?
And just stay with me, ooh

"Im surprised you didnt choose any of your song to be played" i jokingly said.

He chuckled and stand up offering his hand, "dance with me"

All my senses come to life
While I'm stumbling home as drunk as I
Have ever been and I'll never leave again
'Cause you are the only one
And all my friends have gone to find
Another place to let their hearts collide
Just promise me, you'll never leave again
'Cause you are the only one

I leaned on his chest as we were dancing.

With the wind dancing with us, the sound of the waves. It would even feel much better at night.

I closed my eyes feeling this moment with him.

Take my hand and my
Heart and soul, I will
Only have these eyes for you
And you know, everything changes but
We'll be strangers if, we see this through
You could stay within these walls and bleed
Or just stay with me, oh Lord now

I dont know why Im being like this but I know that Im happy today.

Im usually mean to him but maybe I finally I accepted everything. That Im ready to leave everything behind.

That Im ready to forgive him. To Leave myself happy with him.

He placed both of my arms around his neck and gave me a hug.

I smiled as soon as I felt him kiss my hair.

"Are you happy?" He asked.

I stoped as I remembered the last time he asked me that. The last time I told him about not being happy with him. When I told him I dont love him.

When he asked me if I would be happy when he leaves.

I looked at him in the eye, "I..." Im so happy.

I dont know why I cant say it.

"I- I wanna go home" I immediately got my back and walked towards his car.

I GROANED when I went inside my room.

Why did I say that? Why didnt i just tell him i was happy? That was so dumb!

Now he thinks I dont appreciate him.

I thought I was finally ready to put everything behind? Why does it seem so hard for me?

I covered my face with my pillow and screamed.

Im a dumb bitch.

"What's wrong with you?" Victoria asked when she entered my room.

I fixed myself and sat properly, "Im.. uh...Just nothing. Im fine. How was your date?" I asked.

She immediately sat beside me and she was smiling, really big. "It was fun. It turned out really great" and she was blushing.

"I know, coz your blushing. You dont usually blush. Connor did a great job huh?" I chuckled.

"It was really fun..." She said looking at the floor smiling.

I laughed, "omg youre weird."
"So you're not coming with us tomorrow?" I asked

"Where?"

I scoffed, "Girl? Maldives!"

"Oh no. Connor and I have plans. But enjoy though, Bradley's coming so don't worry"

I looked away on what she said. Right. Then I remembered what happened a while ago.

"Are you alright?" She asked.

I smiled, "yeah of course. So tell me more about what happened with you and Connor"