the boy who can't leave | mewgulf

mew's diary entry : 7

i played that level one game with gulf today, he was afraid, i felt it. 

why didn't i pull that trigger? though i know that last shot was empty.

i never had the intention to hurt him anyways, i knew how much i mean to him and him to me is just the same. i know how important he is to me. 

but this is me, i'm crazy. i just hope he doesn't regret this path he took. he did say his decisions were never wrong, and mine too. 

me, choosing him. absolutely, no doubt, no regrets.

gulf, if you ever cheat on me, make me your second choice or if you disobey me, i will not hesitate to punish you.

i mean it, kanawut. 

you're not allowed to hurt me.