the boy who can't leave | mewgulf

gulf's diary entry : 7

dear diary, 

today was hectic for me, but i was happy. actually, it was a roller coaster filled with different types of emotions. 

firstly, i managed to call p'mew and we had talked things out. it turns out that he didn't call me was because he was afraid that i was mad at him. he's so cute! 

secondly, i went to his home the first time today and things got romantic and scary real fast. he was telling me how different i am compared to the other boys he had dated before and he told me how much he loved me. then we stripped each other naked. p'mew, he have that kind of 'to die for' body, he's seriously so sexy, his naked sight almost got me drooling.

thirdly, this...game. it was a trust game, he said. although the look on his face really gave me chills down my spine and his crazy laugh when he shot himself repeatedly four times made me cry but i still cannot deny my love for him. he is the one i have to spend the rest of my life with.

he promised me to never play that kind of game on me again and i believe his words. 

i trust my beloved, he would never betray me, ever.