Not Your Sasaeng || TAENNIE FF

📎Feelings

A U T H O R

Taehyung looked at Jennie's sleeping state. Her head is on his chest while her arms are loosely wrapped around his waist. "You must be too tired after all the shouting." He chuckled and caressed her face. "Sleep well ttalgi."

He carefully carried her back to her room and laid her on the bed. He left a small kiss on her forehead before leaving her room.

"What a mess." He fixed the couch and picked up the scattered chips on the floor. "Who knew you'd go wild after that kiss?" He took the almost empty box of milk and returned it inside the fridge. "Aigoo Kim Jennie.."

Taehyung turned to the clock, finding out that it's almost ten. My game with Kook! How could I forget?!

He looked at the living room once again and nodded when it looked decent enough. He texted his manager to come and pick him up. It's not safe for an idol like him to ride a bus or a train during this time.

"Hyung." He turned to Beomgyu who looked like he just woke up. "Can I talk to you for a while?" It would take time for his manager to arrive so he nodded and they sat on the couch.

"What do you want to talk about, dongsaeng?

"I'll be straight to the point hyung." He paused for a moment before asking, "Do you like Jennie noona?"

"H-huh?"

"I just thought you do because of all the things you've done for her. I wanted to confirm it. I want it to come from you. Do you have feelings for my sister?"

"Um.." Taehyung sighed and looked down. "Jennie and I have been friends since highschool and we've gotten comfortable around each other. Those were just friendly gestures. Nothing more."

"Really? If I was some random citizen, I would've assumed you were dating each other. Is she really just a friend to you? To be honest, if there's anyone I want her to end up with, it's you hyung."

"Tell that to her. She's still believing in her first love fantasies. She'll grow old single if she continues to wait for him."

"She's dumb. Many wanted to court her but she never dated any guy thinking her first love still likes her. I don't know what's her problem that she believes those stupid fairytales." Yes. She's dumb and so naive. She's always like that. That never changed about her. "Can I ask you a favor?"

"Sure. What is it?"

"Protect her, hyung. Make sure no guy breaks her heart. I don't want to see her hurt. I may look like someone who doesn't give a fuck about her life but I'm worried about her. I hope it's not too much to ask."

"Even if you don't ask me, dongsaeng.. I'll take care of your noona. I'll do my best to make her happy at all times."

"That's exactly why I want her to be with you. Thanks hyung." He returned to his room and quietly closed the door.

Taehyung sighed. "I hope she feels the same about it though." She kept whining while watching W, saying she needs a guy like Kang Chul. I still can't forget how she reacted when they kissed. She really lost it and threw the pillow at the screen screaming, 'I need a Kang Chul, right now!'. She's blinder that blind. Taehyung thought.

His manager called and he left their apartment. When he got home, a pissed off Jungkook is already waiting on the couch while holding his banana milk. "What took you so long?"

"I had to stay with her until she fell asleep. Spare me the scolding Kook and let me rest." He said as he plop down on the couch.

"How about our game night? Hyung!~" Jungkook whined and pouted.

"Let's just play tomorrow. I'm sleepy." Taehyung closed his eyes and hugged the pillow on the couch.

"You like her that much, don't you?" He quickly opened his eyes and glared at the kid. "You never ditched game night for anything."

"I just see her as a friend. End of story." Taehyung said and sat down. "We're friends."

"Friends my ass. I know it when you're lying hyung. Maybe she sees you as her guy friend but you see her more than that. Don't lie to my face and just admit it. You like- wait let me rephrase that. You love her."

"Kook.."

"Your lies don't work on me anymore. Why do you have to keep it a secret? It's obvious. Why can't you just confess to her, court her then make her your girlfriend?"

"You're right. I don't just like her. I'm inlove with her more than what you think. I'm happy that she's treating me as her friend and not like someone she ignores because of her first love fantasy. At least I can freely see her and be with her. I'm happy this way. I want to respect her decision because other than someone I love, she's also my friend."

"So you're just letting her wait for her so called first love? You won't make a move on her?"

"Yah Jeon Jungkook. You know me since we're trainees. Do you think I'm someone who wouldn't fight for something I really want?

I love her and I'm not letting her go this time."

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Author's Note:

Again, I'm doing what I can so we don't get into the friend zone😅 I hope this chap wasn't too boring or confusing since it's all about the truth of Tae's feelings💚