Not Your Sasaeng || TAENNIE FF

Special Chapter V

His Letters

Kim Jennie, annyeong! Don't think of me as someone like a creepy stalker. We go to the same school but we're not classmates, sadly. I don't know if you know this but I like you.. Not as a friend but more than that. I couldn't say this to you in person because I'm afraid you'll keep on rejecting me. I'm not as handsome as other guys you met and I have nothing grand to offer. All I know is that, I like you a lot and I'm willing to show it to you when I'm ready. But right now, I'm still scared. Look forward to it, okay? Sooner or later, I might confess to you and I hope you won't stay away from me if I do.

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It's been a really great day today Jennie-yah! I hope it's the same for you. I decided to write this because I'm in a really good mood. I wish you can be happy like this when you're with me. And I promise you. If you give me a chance to show you how much I like you, I will never leave your side and I'll be there for you whenever you need me.

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You seem a bit down today and it makes me worried. I know you want others to think you're okay but I know deep inside, you're not. Don't be afraid to show how you trully feel. You have someone to talk to so tell him what bothers you.

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Kim Jennie!! I saw you at the cafeteria earlier!! Wahh.. Do you know how pretty you are? You're very very very very veryyy pretty!! Don't let others tell you otherwise. It obvious that they're lying. I'm being honest here so cheer up, okay? :)

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I've been always curious. Do you like someone? It's alright if you do. I'll be fine. If he can make you smile, then I'll thank him. Even if it's not me, I always want you to love and feel loved too. But if he breaks your heart then he'll deal with me. I'm good in fighting, you know? But I'm too cowardly to confess to you.

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I saw you going to the rooftop later this afternoon. You were drinking strawberry milk on the way there and I find it really cute! I could just hug you and keep you inside my pocket. And whenever you smile like a kitty, I just want to pinch your cheeks and poke your little nose. Was I too cheesy? Mian.. What type of guys do you like though? I can be whatever you want, just name it. I guess we could talk about it some other time. I still couldn't seem to find the courage to confess. But give me more time! I'll get there.

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Kim Jennie! What did I see earlier this morning? Who was that guy? I don't know him and I didn't know you know him too. Who is he? Is he the guy you like? Are you friends? Does he like you? Yah. Don't fall for him yet. I'm planning to show myself soon. Wait for me..

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I didn't know you can sing.. I happened to pass by the music room after lunch then I suddenly heard someone singing so I got curious and peeked inside the room. You were there, facing the window while singing! You didn't seem to notice me leaning against the door since you were so immersed in the song. I don't know why you don't show your talent to anyone. If you're shy and not confident about it, don't be. I would've clapped my hands right there and give you a hug saying you're amazing.

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I plan to tell you tomorrow!! I'm not sure how you will react but I only keep thinking positively. Tomorrow's the time and I'm feeling anxious. If you don't like me then, at least..don't push me away. I'll lose my mind if you will ignore me because of this. Saranghae Kim Jennie♡ Don't forget about that.

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