Not Your Sasaeng || TAENNIE FF

📎Pay Her A Visit

A U T H O R

Jennie slowly closed the living room door, hoping she won't wake her younger brother. But unfortunately, failed. "Where were you?"

She widened her eyes and turned around. Beomgyu has his arms folded on his chest and a brow raised. "You're awake? It's too early."

"Answer my question first. Did you go with Taehyung hyung? Did you sleep together? Yah. Is there something I'm not aware of? I'm your brother!"

"You brat.. Don't shout at me! And you don't need to know about these things. As long as I'm here and safe, don't ask anymore. Gosh.. It's five in the morning. Let's fight later. I'm tired."

"From what? Seolma.. Don't tell me.." Jennie glared at him. "You and hyung did it?"

"I don't need to tell you that." She was about to turn the doorknob when Beomgyu said-

"You already found out. Right?" Her brows furrowed and looked at him. "Eomma."

"How did you know about that? Wait. You knew? Since when?" He sighed and looked down. "Yah Beomgyu. Answer me. Since when did you find out?"

"That exact day the accident happened. I saw it. How they rushed her to the hospital and how the doctor said she couldn't make it. I witnessed it all."

"Why didn't you tell me?! All this time you you knew she's gone but here I am thinking she's having the time of her life with her new family? Just why?!"

"You were starting your acting career and I didn't want to ruin the mood by bringing the bad news. And I'm sure she didn't want to worry you too. If I told you what happened then you would act reckless and lose this opportunity. I would still tell you at the right time if I had the chance. It's just that, our step sister did the job for me. I'm sorry."

"I never felt so betrayed. I still have the rights to know. It doesn't matter if it affects my career. I'm also her daughter."

"I'm sorry." She walked towards him and lightly punched his chest. "Noona." Jennie tried to stop herself but she suddenly bursted out crying and hugged her brother. Beomgyu tried to comfort her and caressed her hair. "Stop crying. You'll look twice uglier. And you're ruining my shirt."

"Bastard." She pulled away and wiped her tears. "Are you really my brother?"

"I'm questioning that too." She shot him a glare. "Kidding. But.. Do you want to visit her?"

"You know that too?" He slowly nodded. "Give me five minutes." Jennie ran to her room, changed her clothes and wore her cap before leaving. Yes, it's past five in the morning but she wanted to visit her mom so badly.

They took the bus going to that cemetery and Beomgyu led the way to where their mother is buried. "Here." He said and stopped.

Jennie bended down and touched her mom's headstone. "Eomma.." Her hand started trembling. "Why did you leave us? It's alright if we didn't have that much money as long you were with us. I should've been good to you. I was mad because you never came to visit. I'm sorry. I didn't know." Beomgyu took a deep breath and sat beside her. "Eomma.. How can I provide whatever this punk needs? Should I just kick him out? He lied to me."

"Yah noona.. Don't be like that. I have nowhere to go. You're my only family." He said with a pout.

"Tss. Eomma. He's acting all baby-ish again." He quickly elbowed her and laughed. "I miss us three talking like this. I miss us as a family.." Beomgyu quickly hugged his sister when he saw her starting to tear up again.

"It's gonna be okay noona." He gave her a reassuring smile and patted her back.

They stayed for a while then went back home afterwards. "Thanks Beomie." He nodded and went to his room. "Should I call Tae?" Without wasting another second, Jennie took her phone and called him.

'Ttalgi-yah! I miss you!'

"Shut up. Anyway, I wanted to tell you that Beomie and I went to mom's grave thirty minutes ago. I wasn't able to call you 'cause I was feeling so anxious."

'Mwo? It's okay, yeobo. I'm relieved. You didn't have to wait for too long to find it.'

"Yeah. Where are you right now? At the dorm? Did you have breakfast already?"

'You know? I'm not used to you being like this to me. It's really nice.'

Jennie smiled and went to her room. "Expect that from now on. I'll be checking on you whenever I feel like so don't you dare do something bad behind my back. Okay? I will really kill you!"

'Ne, yeobo. Call me whenever you want. I'll make time for you.'

"Psh. Alright. I'll call you later."

'I love you!!'

"..."

'Wae? Why aren't you answering? Don't you love me anymore? Ttalgi..'

She rolled her eyes and took a deep breath. "Love you too." She softly said but it made Taehyung lose his shit in the other line. "I can hear you rolling around, you know? Are you in bed?"

'Umhm. Wanna join me?'

"And make out with me again? Heck no. You had enough mister."

'I didn't say we'll do that. Kim Jennie, you're green.'

"You're greener. I'm hanging up, okay? Bye. Talk to you later. Love you." She quickly said and ended the call. "What am I doing? Ahhh!! I just said 'I love you' to him!" She fell on the bed and breathed out. "God.. I'm so whipped for that idiot.."