Best Friend's Brothers - H.S

Chapter Eleven

The next day, we finally went out of the room when we knew that Harry would be at work, and assuming Ed would still be asleep. We went downstairs but for my luck both of the boys were at the kitchen counter.

"I'm so sorry about everything. We can be friends?" Harry asked, and in the moment I decided to ignore them both.

"Kensi." Ed said, and I took everything to ignore him.

"What do you want to eat?" Kairi asked.

"Um. Cereal." I smiled.

"I have shift Kensi. Can we please talk?" Harry asked. "Shit I've got to go." Harry said, walking out of the kitchen.

"She clearly wants nothing to do with you." Marcel said, coming into the kitchen.

"Good Morning Marce." I smiled.

"Smart one you are little brother." Kairi smiled.

"Kensi. I"m sorry." Ed said, sitting across from me, his eyes intent.

"Can I have some froot loops?" Marcel asked.

"Yes." Kairi nodded.

"I go it." I said, getting up and going to the cabinet.

"Kensi. Please talk to me." Ed said, coming closer to me. I continue to ignore him and start pouring the cereal. Ed walks closer but Kairi blocks him.

"No right now Ed." Kairi warned. Can he please take the hint?

"Here Marce." I said. "I'm gonna go home, okay?" I said, looking at Kairi.

"Yeah it's okay." Kairi nodded, giving me a hug before I turned on my heel.

"I'm sorry for my stupid brothers." Marcel said.

"There is, sadly, two sides to every story sugar plum." I said, kissing his forehead before leaving.

"Kensi, wait. I don't expect you to forgive me for everything I've done. But I can't pretend I don't love you anymore." Ed said, stopping in front of me. I felt everything fall apart in my head and body. I felt my lip quiver before trying to move.

"Ed." Kairi warned.

"No. I don't want to hide this anymore. I'm done with it. I can't keep ignoring my feelings for you. I want you. I'm in love with you." he said, and I took everything in me to make him move.

"Please. Please stop." I whispered, tears flooding my eyes.

"I'm so fucking stupid. I know I said things and did shit. But I-." Ed starts, but Kairi cuts him off.

"Ed."

"No. I just. I was fucking hurt when Harry said that he kissed you. I just. I blew up! I fucked my chances on you ever loving me. I don't think Harry ever loved you as much as I do, we couldn't Kensi. I just can't handle it anymore, the faking, the hiding." he finished. I start heaving for breath as I cry.

"Bye Kairi." I said, walking out the front door with barely anything I brought with, with me.

"Kensi please." Ed begged, and I twisted around.

"What the fuck do you want!" I shouted.

"I told you to stop." Kairi said, walking out the front door.

"I'm going. I'm leaving! This has all just been two much for the last 48 hours my life has been hell! I don't want to feel this way. I just want this stop, I wish I had never come over." I snapped.

"I'm sorry." Ed said. I turned around and shook my head, and started stomping down the street. Moments later hands on turning me around and lips are landing on mine. I wanted to give in. To kiss him back. It felt so good. But I just needed a damn break. I need time. I shoved him away.

"No." I lectured.

"I'm sorry." he said, looking down.

"I'm not doing this. I'm not feelin like shit anymore. Just let me leave." I said.

"I." he tried, and I cocked my head. "Okay." he said, looking away. Then I turn around and walk home.