***DARCIE***
I really didn't want to go to the shows this week, but I wasn't going to bail on Duff. I was on the balcony in our room smoking a cigarette, I looked at him softly sleeping in our room, I smiled. I really do love Duff, I know it's hard to believe when I seemed so in love with Nikki, I still love Nikki, I don't think I've ever stopped loving him or Izzy...but Duff and I had something special. I can't explain it...nobody ever can. I'd do anything for him, he's fireflies and fireworks every time, even before we dated. This sounds stupid and pretentious but I wish I wasn't famous...or at least not like this. I finished off my cigarette, I turned around to go back to bed with Duff, but on the doorway I was already met with him, I smiled.
"Hi" I smiled, as he took a few steps forward, his tall figuring now looking down at me as his hands held onto my waist, I heard a melody start to play. Something familiar, something I'd probably heard at prom...but was still something I'd had on my cassette tape, but it was playing on a vinyl record coming lowly from the bedroom. The wind swirled around us lightly rustling our hair and clothes.
I smiled, as our feet slowly moved to the music. God it was a weird feeling...magical maybe? our eyes glimmered as we moved, I felt nothing but Duff, though lips weren't touching just his hands and eyes on me, I could feel him...just him and...the music. It felt the wind gliding up through my skin, a haunting sensation almost. It was overstimulating and overwhelming but strangely calm, I moved closer just a bit breathing in Duff's scent mixed with the night air, I exhaled. Something about him, something about the music, something about both of us feels exhilarating, god it feels like fresh air being around him. God what is he doing to me? I hope I have the same affect on him cause this feels better than any drug I've ever kicked, head over heels in nowhere near what I feel...god it's almost horrifying. was was this? lust? romance? sensuality? it was everything. He lifted one of his hands from my waist, his rough but large warming hand lifting up, he slowly flipped to the back of his hand and stroked down my bare arm, god such a simple and delicate touch could make me feel so much, I rolled my head back, I felt a hand reach the back of my neck making my head come back up to meet his eyes, his eyes darken a bit. God Duff, just kiss me....it's almost like he read my thoughts, he leaned into our lips forcefully, eagerly on each others. I felt his hand trace onto my collarbone, traveling up gently but tightening around my neck...god yes. He walked backwards leading me back to bedroom...slow steps that were trying to go as fast as possible finally made it...he had pushed me onto the bed, I knew Duff was big...though I've had some impressive history. you can tell...call me a genius, you can tell by how god damn tall the dude was....Fuck... I took his shirt off as I slipped my little spaghetti strap from my slip off. Stop being so insecure Darcellyn...his eyes met mine, looking me up and down, I tried not to cover myself, I bit my lip nervously he kissed me, his kissed tracing down to my neck...oh god.
"your beautiful Darcellyn I will not having you thinking otherwise" he said, everything washed away. He slipped off my thin slip, "fuck" I heard him mutter between his breaths...he sucked my breasts, god his mouth. He gave me a look that I was oddly able to read, I don't think it was meant for me to understand but I did. Insecurity? god...him? Duff...insecure?...nonsense. I took his chin and led his face up to mine..."I love you...I want you...just you" I say softly as I lift my head up just a bit to kiss him, I felt him cling and bite down on my lip, my fucking god this man, he's completely intoxicating. I could barely keep track, he took his pants off....my heart jumping, adrenalin pumping through my veins. I quickly dipped a finger though my slit, I could feel my own heat. "god damn Dar" he smiled, god I feel like a prized fucking possession, he rubbed his length on my clit, fuck fuck fuck... A low growl came from Duff...holy mother of fucking shit. "please" I whimper, he cocked a brow, "oh yeah? what do want princess?" he said, "you Duff, all of you" I plead, he pushes himself in me as I cry out a bit feeling a sting, filling me, stretching me, I bit down on my lips as he pushed himself in bit more, settling inside of me. He started slowly, I moaned as I lifted my hands up to squeeze the pillow, he grabbed both my wrist with one hand binding them together and lifting them above my head, as he went a bit faster, I moaned and whimpered...loud and I wasn't nor can I control how loud I was. I whispered Duff name in between every moan every breath I took, I heard Duff's moans and groans...fuck fuck fuck...we looked at each other eyes locked as he thrusted into me, shit...he's so fucking beautiful, am I really the one doing this to him? look what he's doing to me...fuck I've never felt so genuinely empowered, I love him. I love him. " Micheal..."
"let it go for me baby" he groaned, as I heard his release right beside mine. Euphoria...the best feeling I've felt for a while, though it was only a split minute or so...it felt the best to open my eyes back up and see him, both of us breathing hard, he pushed his hair back, and licked his lips as he kissed me. "what are you doing to me?" I smiled, "oh please. what are you doing to me Darcell?"he smiled giving me another kiss.
I brushed my nose on his as he pressed a light kiss on my nose, eyes twinkling, as he laid beside me he held me close, his bare arms wrapping around my waist as he nuzzled into my neck. "sleep. we have to wake up in two hours" he said, I smiled "yes sir, I love you", "I love you Darce"...
