Its Always The Pretty One

Chapter 45

Five days ago one of my favourite artists release a new love song.

Freaking Aurora and now Jeffree wanted me to sing it for the school's daily radio broadcast which only happens once or twice a week.

Everyone would hear me but they wouldn't see me, not everyone knows I can sing though they agreed I can undergo with another name which I was thankful.

Johnny was there to signal me when to start, he had other students to play the daily live. It was only rare to play it live here, only with Jeffree's permission.

"Sing it like you're in love, Jeane. Remember with feelings."

"I feel like shit. " I whispered as it was almost cue.

"Calm down, you'll be great remember. Feelings. " he smiled that was one factor of singing feelings. I signed and emptied my mind. Who was I singing this song for?  I didn't know or put my mind on which. Who I exist for love? 

I need to be water, clear as the sky and bright as a star. Breathing in as they began to play with Jeffree behind the screen giving me thumbs up.

They say there is a war
Between the man and the woman
I've never felt like this before
My heart knew that I couldn't

And then you take me in
And everything in me begins to feel like I belong
Like everybody needs a home
And when I take your hand
Like the world has never held a man
I know I cannot heal the hurt
But I will hold you here forever
If I can, if I can

And then I learned the truth
How everything good in life seems to lead back to you
And every single time I run into your arms
I feel like I exist for love
Like I exist for love
Only for love

I can't imagine how it is
To be forbidden from loving
'Cause when you walked into my life
I could feel my life begin

Like I was torn apart
The minute I was only born
And you're the other half
The only thing that makes me whole
I know it sounds like a lot
But you really need to know
We are leaning out for love
And we will lean for love forever
I know, I love you so

And then I learned the truth
How everything good in life seems to lead back to you
And every single time I run into your arms
I feel like I exist for love
Only for love

And when you say my name
Like white horses on the waves
I think it feels the same
As an ocean in my veins
And you'll be diving in
Like nothing is out of place

And we exist for love
Only for love

And I love you, I love you, I love you
And I love you, I love you, I love you

As the music and my voice slowly died down I felt in peace with my mind and heart.

"Thank you Mila Ann for that lovely song. " the student broadcaster spoke.

"Indeed now that reminds me of the back old days... " the other chuckled

"Old days?  You're only nineteen Kevin. " as both laughed. Johnny thanked me for agreeing so far they were all enthusiastic about it. Jeffree embraced me and told me what I had was pure talent which were encouraging. Though... If I join in the drama club and do everything I couldn't do back then I would have to quit.