Whenever You're Ready (S.M & A.C)

This Summer

Alessia p.o.v

~Day 16~

Today, I've released my new album "This Summer." All of my fans have already streamed it and they loved it so much that they blew up my phone with so much love & positivity. I woke up this morning and was liking and replying to comments on Twitter and a few on instagram. The support that everyone was giving me on my album and while I was on tour with Shawn made me feel happy. As me and Shawn were laying in bed together, we took a photo together and put it on Twitter.

I captioned it saying: "a lot of you guys have been asking about the dating rumors of me and Shawn, wanting to know if it was true for a while now, and we have confirmed it! Me and Shawn are actually a couple and have been dating for about a month now. We wanted to surprise you all with it but didn't know how to do it! I couldn't be more happier! I love this guy a lot, he's amazing, the most cutest, the most talented, the most handsome, and the most sweetest guy in the world! hope you guys support! and thanks for the support on my album and for making me smile along the way during this tour! you guys are amazing! love you guys so much! x"

Alessia: "Everyone is so sweet, so much support and so much love on my album."

Shawn: "My love, it's what you deserve. Your album is a masterpiece. I can't stop listening to every song of it and watching the music videos too. You did an amazing job on this. You deserve the whole entire world and i don't care what anyone else thinks about you. if no one didn't like this album, then they don't know what they are doing with their life. I knew it was going to be amazing even before you released it because all of your albums are masterpieces. I just love it and I love you."

Alessia: (smiles) "Aww, that means so much to me. Thank you."

Shawn: "I love you."

Alessia: "I love you more."

Shawn: "I love you more than anything."

Alessia: "Love you more than you ever imagined."

And we kissed multiple times.

Shawn: "I can't believe this tour is almost over, it ends in two weeks."

Alessia: "I know, i don't wanna say goodbye."

Shawn: "Me neither, I just wanna be seeing you beautiful face everyday and all night."

Alessia: "Aw, you always can. You can come over anytime you'd like."

Shawn: "Really?"

Alessia: "Yeah, we're a family."

Shawn: "Indeed we are."

Alessia: (smiles and sings) "I'm gonna miss it when it's over, (yeah, yeah)"

Shawn: "I hope we never see October..(yeah, yeah)

Alessia: "I felt the weight fell of my shoulders..(yeah,yeah,yeah)

Shawn: "I'm gonna miss it when it's.."

Alessia: "I'm gonna miss you when it's done."

Shawn: "I'm gonna miss you more."

I was starting to get emotional for some reason and i had no idea why. Was it because of the song or was it because this tour went by fast?

Shawn: "Alessia, you're crying haha."

Alessia: "I know..."

Shawn: "Why are you crying?"

Alessia: "It feels like this tour started only yesterday and now it's ending soon, i didn't expect it to end fast.."

Shawn: "It really does feel like it was yesterday, i'm sad that it's ending too. I had so much fun with you on this tour."

Alessia: "I had so much fun with you too..."

Shawn: "But you know what they say, time goes by when you're having fun."

Alessia: "That's true, i wish we could turn back the clock and start this tour over.."

Shawn: "Me too, but sadly we can't do that.."

Alessia: "I know, it really breaks my heart.."

Shawn: (holds onto my hand) "But we'll always have each other, no matter what. I will never forget about this tour because we did so much fun things together and because i've started dating the girl of my dreams."

Alessia: "You were the guy of my dreams..."

Shawn: "We were each other's dreams, huh?"

Alessia: "Yeah.."

Shawn: "And you got your tour coming soon, correct?"

Alessia: "Yeah, I do. I wish I could've tagged you along on my tour, now i'm gonna be missing you."

Shawn: "I'll come over before you leave to your tour, we can hang out and do whatever you wanna do to say goodbye to you before you go."

Alessia: "That'll be great, but will you message me?"

Shawn: "Everyday.."

Alessia: "Thank you.."

Shawn: "Of course."

We kissed. We did lots of busy things before we performed. After we performed, we took pictures with fans and signed autographs. After we met with fans, we went back to the tour bus and I started scrolling through my phone.

As I was scrolling through my phone, I was starting to see some negative comments on me and Shawn's post and I had no idea why. Most of them were positive at least but the shamila fans were going crazy. The hate was so rude.

Hater 1: "SHAWN, YOU LEFT CAMILA FOR SOME DUMB ARTIST?!"

Hater 2: CAMILA WAS WAY BETTER THAN ALESSIA! HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS?!"

Hater 3: "ALESSIA, YOU DON'T DESERVE SHAWN! YOU'RE TERRIBLE!"

Hater 4: "UGH NOW SHALESSIA HAS HAPPENED! WHERE IS SHAMILA? WE NEED MORE OF THAT!"

Hater 5: "ALESSIA IS SO UGLY."

I was now starting to feel a little hurt by the comments. Shawn saw me looking miserable on my phone.

Shawn: "Is everything okay, Alessia?"

I was still looking through the hate comments.

Shawn: "Alessia."

I replied back to his question.

Alessia: "Y-yeah.."

Shawn: "Are you sure?"

Alessia: "Yeah, i'm fine...let's get some rest.."

At first, it was positive comments and now it was negative comments? All because Camila left Shawn? All because Shawn liked me? I get hate for no reason. This is why I never use social media that much. I just hate people so much. I tried not to be upset where Shawn was cause i didn't want him to suspect anything or anyone else. I turned off my phone so I won't hear my phone blow up during the night.

A/N: End of chapter!