Whenever You're Ready (S.M & A.C)

Forgive me

Alessia p.o.v

I couldn't believe what I saw on my phone earlier today. Could Shawn really be messing with Camila? I didn't know what or who to believe. I was just in the bedroom crying to myself softly while I was looking at my ring. I wasn't thinking of divorcing with him because I had to be sure if Shawn did it or not before I leave him. I still loved Shawn but what he did was wrong. He said he didn't do it but I'm just lost. Olivia was there with me as I was crying and comforted me.

Olivia was the best friend that could understand all my problems and was always there to comfort me. Everyone else came to join me too. Shawn wanted to comfort me but I didn't dare to look at his face cause of my tears and cause I didn't want to talk to him.

Shawn: "Alessia.."

Olivia frowned.

Olivia: "She doesn't want to talk to you."

Shawn: "Come on, Alessia. You can't be mad at me."

Eric: "Why couldn't she? You did something wrong."

Shawn: "I know that, but it's not true. You have to forgive me, Alessia. We're in Italy, you can't be upset with me during this time.."

Alessia: (sobs) "Please get out of here, Shawn.."

Shawn: "Why are you doing this?"

Alessia: "Shawn..."

Corina: "She said for you to leave, why are you not listening?"

Shawn: "Because I'm not giving up, I didn't do it. You can't just believe that and turn your back on me now. I told you I would never upset you.."

Alessia: (sobs) "That's what they always say, until they make a mistake and hurt you.."

Shawn: "I know, but I'm being honest."

Alessia: "I really want you to leave because I don't like to talk when I'm upset..."

Shawn was now starting to feel like he wanted to cry as well. I looked a little at him and saw his eyes filled with tears. I really didn't mean to hurt him like that. Seeing his tears in his eyes showed me a little deep down that he was innocent. He left the room and closed the door behind him. After everyone calmed me down from being upset, I still didn't talk to Shawn.

Ariana: "Mom, you've been looking really upset. Are you okay?"

Alessia: "I'm fine."

Ariana: "Are you sure?"

Cristina: "Yeah, you've been looking like that all day."

Alessia: "Girls, don't worry. I'm okay."

I didn't want the girls to know about what Shawn did because they're too young to understand.

Olivia: "Leave your mom alone for sometime.."

Ava: "Okay."

Later when I went into the room, Shawn met me there. This time, I didn't ignore him.

Shawn: "Alessia, please let us talk.."

Alessia: "What do you want to talk about?"

Shawn: "I didn't sleep with Camila, okay?"

Alessia: "Oh really?"

Shawn: "Yes."

Alessia: "Why should I believe you?"

Shawn: "Because I messaged Camila earlier about it and she admitted that she did it."

I looked at Shawn normally without getting upset.