Whenever You're Ready (S.M & A.C)

Hate Again

Alessia p.o.v

~In the middle of the night~

I was sleeping peacefully in the other direction until something bad came in my sleep. I was taking deep breaths as I was seeing through the dream. It was a nightmare. 

~The nightmare~

I was walking with the girls in our house area from the park and we were having fun together. As we were having fun, we bumped into Camila. I was starting to get furious and was wondering why she was near my house. She was wearing dark clothing and was looking at me as if she was some demon. She bought a gun and the girls screamed. I told the girls to go into the house but they were scared of running. Tears filled my eyes as I was telling her not to shoot me with the gun but she didn't put the gun down. I continued to stop her but she ignored me. Shawn came from behind her as he was looking serious at me too. I had no idea what Shawn was doing there but he was telling Camila to shoot me. I was now scared, confused, and was mad. Shawn really wanted me to die? I told him we were married and he said he was with Camila and he didn't love me. More tears filled my eyes and they fell from them slowly. Camila smiled and shot me three times and just like that, I was dead. Camila pointed the gun at the girls too and smiled. Camila also shot the girls but she only shot Cristina and Ariana. Ava screamed as she cried when she saw me and her sisters on the floor with blood everywhere. Camila carried Ava and Ava was struggling to let go and she yelled my name saying "MOM!"  

~End of nightmare~

I immediately woke up, screamed and started crying. Shawn woke up to hear me crying. He turned on the light.

Shawn: "Alessia, what happened? Why did you scream and why are you crying?"

Alessia: (sobs) "I-I had the worst nightmare...."

Shawn: "What was in the nightmare?"

Alessia: (sobs) "I-I was just having fun with the girls until Camila showed up out of no where, I had no idea what she was doing at our house area. She bought a gun and pointed it right at us. I told the girls to go home but they were afraid of running. I begged Camila to not to shoot me but she didn't listen. And then, you came from behind her and was telling Camila to shoot me. I told you about us and everything but you said you didn't love me and you wanted to be with Camila so then Camila smiled and shot me three times. She even shot two of the girls. She shot Cristina and Ariana and then she carried Ava and took her. I finally woke up to the sound of her screaming me."

Shawn: "Oh my god, that is a really sad and scary nightmare..."

Alessia: (sobs) "I know, i'm scared to fall asleep now and now i'm scared of the girls and myself..."

Shawn: "But it's just a nightmare, that won't happen."

Alessia: (sobs) "Y-you don't actually love Camila, right?"

Shawn: "No I don't, my heart belongs to you. I wouldn't trade you for anything or anyone in this whole entire world..."

Alessia: "I-I'm really scared now...I hate nightmares..."

Shawn: "I'm here, my love. Camila is not gonna hurt you or the girls, I promise. I would take a bullet for you if I needed to."

Alessia: "D-don't say that..."

Shawn: "No really, I would. I would rather let myself die than see you or any of the girls die. Camila won't get far with all of her trouble."

Alessia: "Shamila fans are attacking me now so that's why I got a nightmare..."

Shawn: "I'm so sorry, Alessia."

I started cry again softly so no one would know that I was crying. Shawn felt really bad for me. Whenever I was crying or was hurting, he would feel the same. He gave me a hug as I lied down beside him. I wouldn't stop crying for about 10 minutes.

Shawn: (whispers) "It's gonna be okay..."

Alessia: (whispers as she cries) "How do you know...?"

Shawn: (whispers) "She wouldn't hurt you..."

Alessia: "Some nightmares can be real..."

Shawn: "Be strong, my love.."

He kissed me on the forehead. We stayed up for about a few minutes but I was still scared and was upset. I wasn't crying anymore that much though. We lied down together on the bed. I lied down very close to Shawn and he wrapped his arm around me to prevent me from being scared and in case if I cry again. 

Alessia: (sighs)

Shawn: (smiles a little)  "Just close your eyes, it's late.."

Alessia: "I can't..."

Shawn: "Trust me.."

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. He whispered to me.

Shawn: (whispers) "You'll be alright, nothing or no one can hurt you now, I'ma be right here with you."

When he said that, I smiled as I fell asleep. Shawn really knew how to comfort me whenever I had nightmares or whenever I'm feeling upset. I was so lucky to have him. The next day, we woke up a little late. We both took showers and got changed. I went on my phone again and there was tons of hate again. Shawn noticed that I was upset and he read thru the hate comments. He wasn't very pleased with it at all. Everyone saw the hate that I was getting and I told them the nightmare I had last night. I told the girls too because they had the right to know since they were in it too. Everyone felt bad and was very shocked about it. They all comforted me with it and told me to be strong. We knew we had to take caution because who knows what Camila could be up to. I took a break off Twitter because that's where the hate was on. 

I got notification on Instagram and it was a message from Camila.

Camila's message: "GIVE ME MY BOYFRIEND BACK OR I'LL KILL YOU!"

When I saw it, I got scared again. I already had a nightmare with her killing me in it. It's like my nightmare was coming true right in front of my eyes. I didn't reply back and I just turned off all my notifications. I wrote on my Instagram story.

My Instagram story: "getting hate again just for being with Shawn, what is wrong with me being with someone that i'm in love with? i can't stand all this drama, i'm getting off social media and not answering any messages, will come back when i'm ready. but thanks to the people who continue to support me, but social media is not for me...i love you guys."

I took a break off all social media apps. Shawn stood beside me through it all. Shawn told everyone to stop hating on me too. He took a break off social media too because he couldn't take the hate that i was getting anymore. He was gonna go back on when i'm ready. This vacation so far has been the worst. I just wanted to go back home. I was tired of everything. 

A/N: "What is Alessia going to do with Shawn due to the hate? Will Alessia will be strong and ignore the hate, or will she take a break from Shawn? Find out tomorrow! Till next time everyone!