Whenever You're Ready (S.M & A.C)

Accident

Alessia p.o.v

After hearing about Shawn's bad car accident, I had to tell the teacher that girls had to leave early because of a family emergency. The teacher knew that they couldn't do the play without the girls because there was no one to replace them so she had to postponed the play. The girls took off their costumes and got changed. Right after that, we rushed to the hospital. I saw Shawn's parents and Aaliyah sitting near the room of where Shawn was. The girls sat down beside Aaliyah. I looked through the room and saw Shawn in a coma. He wasn't breathing, he was lying down on the bed and his injuries looked bad. One of his arms were broken and there was an injury on his forehead which was why he had a bandage on his head. And his arms looked bruised and even there was blood all over his shirt. His injuries looked pretty serious that I didn't even want to explain more of them.

As I was seeing him lying down, i was trying so hard not to let tears fall from my eyes but I couldn't help it. It was hurting my heart so much that this happened to him. Even on the girls' school play it happened. If anything happened to Shawn, i would literally try to end my life completely. I needed Shawn more than anything. It was for the girls' sake too. They can't grow up without a father. They're just only 8 years old. I left the room and stayed with Shawn's parents and his sister.

Alessia: (sobs) "No good updates, right?"

Shawn's mother shook her head.

The girls were upset but still didn't know why we were in the hospital.

Ava: "What happened to dad?"

Alessia: "Your dad's been...in a bad car accident..."

Ava: "No!"

Cristina: "No!"

Ariana: "Oh no..."

Ava: "We can't lose him, mom...we can't.."

I saw a tear fall from Ava's eyes. Ariana and Cristina looked as if they wanted to cry too."

Alessia: "Nothing is gonna happen, girls...don't worry...we just gotta hope for the best..."

I gave the girls a hug and told them to stay positive. I wanted to stay positive too but I couldn't stop being upset. It was hurting way too much. The doctor went in and had a look of Shawn for a couple of minutes and she came out.

Alessia: "H-how's he??.."

Doctor:  "He's unconscious at the moment, his injuries were a broken arm, a bruise on his forehead and there's blood everywhere on his stomach because the glass of the car stabbed him in his stomach on some areas, his legs are fine which is good which means he has no broken bones on his legs, and some areas are bruised besides the forehead."

Alessia: "Will there be a chance for him to survive?"

Doctor: " 30% chance."

That meant his injuries were life threatening. I really couldn't imagine how my life would be like with Shawn. He made me the happiest girl in the world. I really didn't wanna lose him too soon.

Doctor: "Let's just hope that he recovers, i'll give you guys updates more often."

Alessia: "Please...please...don't let him die..."

Doctor: "We will try everything we can."

Alessia: "Can I go see him..?"

Doctor: "Yes.."

Alessia: "Thank you.."

Cristina: "Can we go with you, mom?"

Alessia: "No, you girls stay here...it's too disturbing to see.."

Cristina: (sighs) "Ok.."

I walked in and sat beside Shawn. I was still crying softly as I was looking at Shawn. 

Alessia: (sobs)  "I-I'm sorry this happened to you, if i knew this was gonna happen, i would've stopped you from going, the time for you to leave us can't happen so fast, please don't leave me and the girls, please recover...i'll be here with you at all times...i know deep down that you are strong and you will make it through.."

I lightly held onto his hand as I cried. I know crying wasn't going to do anything but i was just too upset. I knew that I had to leave him because the doctor said I couldn't stay overnight with him because they had to do somethings with his injuries. He might have to do surgery too and to clean up the glass. The doctor made me stay for about 10 minutes but i didn't want to leave his side.

Alessia: "...Am i able to see him tomorrow..?"

Doctor: "Come by anytime."

Alessia: "Thank you.."

I wiped my tears off and me and the girls headed back home. Shawn's parents had to leave as well so it wasn't just us that had to go. We got home at about 10pm. I didn't feel like doing anything but I tucked the girls in to sleep. The girls had trouble falling asleep because of Shawn's incident.

Cristina: "Mom, can we stay up for a few minutes? I can't sleep because of dad.."

Alessia: "I know, girls.."

Ava: "Why did it have to happen to him?"

Alessia: "I know, it's not fair at all.."

Ariana: "I hope he recovers fast.."

Alessia: "Me too, i'm sorry you girls couldn't do your play tonight.."

Cristina: "It's okay, i'm just concerned about dad.."

Ava: "Us too."

Ariana: "Can you maybe read us a story or something?"

Alessia: "Sure.."

I read the girls a story and they fell asleep in the middle of it. I quietly left their room and headed to bed. As I lied down on the pillow and faced the other direction, I cried softly again. Shawn wasn't there beside me to cuddle like how we usually do. I was thinking of him sleeping beside me with his arms around me. Without Shawn, I knew I wasn't going to sleep good. I can't think right without him. All I needed was him by my side, and at home. I just wanna yell at the person who caused this to him. I knew i had to update my fans on what happened to Shawn so I did. I was still in tears as I was updating them on Twitter.

My caption to my fans: "Shawn has been in a car accident, there's a 30% chance that he'll survive, his injuries are life threatening on some areas, please keep him in your prayers, he would really appreciate that. we love each and everyone of you, i'll try to update you all as soon as i can. goodnight everyone.."

Everyone was panicking and was heartbroken in the comments. I turned off my phone so I won't answer any texts even though if Olivia or my parents messaged me. I was still crying on my pillow till i fell asleep. he was just sent to the hospital today but i was already missing him.

A/N: 30% chance he'll survive! Will Shawn be able to survive and recover through his injuries?   Find out in the next chapter!