Whenever You're Ready (S.M & A.C)

Finding Your Love Again

Shawn p.o.v

~A half week later~

It's been a while since I've seen Alessia and I was tired of not knowing where she was. I needed to find her fast because without Alessia, I'm nothing. I would do anything to see her beautiful face again because I was missing every single part of it. I went to the kitchen where my mom was.

Shawn: "Do you have Alessia's mom number?"

Mom: "Yes I do, why?"

Shawn: "I just want to know if I'm able to talk to her mother on there to see if she's there with her mother so I could talk to Alessia."

Mom: "Okay, I'll call her."

My mom grabbed her phone and dialed Alessia's mom. Thankfully, she actually answered. I spoke to Alessia's mother and Alessia's mom said that Alessia was with her with the girls which was a really good thing. I told her mom that I was gonna come over to make things right with Alessia once and for all. Her mother wasn't too sure about the idea since Alessia was still not ready to see me, but I convinced her and she agreed. I got ready and headed to her house. It took 2 hours to get there but I finally made it. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

Alessia's mom: "Hey Shawn."

Shawn: "Hey."

Alessia's mom: "Come in."

I went in and sat down on the sofa.

Alessia's dad: "Hello Shawn."

Shawn: "Hello, is Alessia around right now?"

Alessia's dad: "Alessia is not around right now, but the girls are in the room playing with Dario."

Shawn: "Oh that's great, can I go see them?"

Alessia's dad: "Yeah sure, they are your daughters."

I walked into Dario's room and saw the girls attacking Dario with their toys for fun. Dario seemed to be having fun with it which is a good thing to see. I smiled.

Shawn: "Girls, leave Dario alone."

The girls stopped what they were doing and turned around once they recognized my voice.

The girls: "Dad!"

They all ran and we hugged.

Ava: "You have no idea how much we've missed you."

Ariana: "I knew you would come back for us."

Shawn: "I've missed you girls too."

Cristina: "Does mom know you're here?"

Shawn: "No."

Cristina: "Oh well, I don't know if she'll be happy to see you."

Shawn: "I know, that's why I'm here to fix things with me and your mom."

Cristina: "Thank heavens, it's about time."

Dario: "Come on girls, let's continue and let your dad sort things out with my sister."

Ariana: "Haha."

The girls happily ran off to continue what they were doing. I sat down in the living room to wait for Alessia. It took Alessia two hours to come home, but when she got back, she was not surprised when she saw me in her house.

Alessia: "Shawn?"

Shawn: "Alessia."

Alessia: "W-what are you...doing here...?"

Shawn: "I know you're still upset with me, but I came here to say that I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you like that. I was just angry. Whenever I'm angry, I end up doing things that I regret later. It was very wrong of me to put my hands on you and for blaming you for the miscarriage. It was definitely Camila's fault. I've been such a bad guy to you lately. But I promise you that if you come home with me right now, I will make things right."

Alessia let out a sigh and it took her a few minutes to say something but she then replied.

Alessia: "I don't know, Shawn...."

Shawn: "Please.."

Alessia: "I can't come home with you yet..."

Shawn: "Why?"

Alessia: "Because I still feel hurt that you did that to me..."

Shawn: "But I told you that I was sorry.."

Alessia: "It's not that easy to trust someone, you've already forgiven. But I can't trust you anymore. You have to earn my trust again."

Shawn: "I'm not giving up on you, I need you. I want you. I miss you."

She sighed.

Shawn: "I love you."

And she didn't say it back.

Shawn: "I know I'm not suppose to be here, but can I stay since I'm already here?"

Alessia: "Yeah, sure. Whatever."

Ever since I've been around the house, me and the girls have spending a lot of time together and me and Alessia were interacting with each other a little. But every single time when I was talking to her, she was always on her phone constantly texting someone. It was getting me a little uncomfortable and suspicious. Even during dinner, her phone rang and she went to her room to talk. It took her about an hour for her to come out and I knocked on the door. She didn't open the door but I was listening to her conversation. It seemed like she was talking to a guy. And she was laughing and talking sweet at the same time. I was now wondering who the guy was but I didn't let it bother me. I stood there till she was done and she immediately got scared when she saw me.

Alessia: "How long have you been standing there?"

Shawn: "Who were you talking with on the phone?"

Alessia: "No one.."

Shawn: "You were on your phone the whole day, we didn't even interact as much."

Alessia: "I was just talking with a friend, chill oh my god."

Shawn: "Ok well, you've been on the phone too long."

Alessia: "Sorry, you almost gave me a heart attack by the way."

Shawn: "Sorry about that."

We headed back to the dining room and finished up with dinner. When we were done, we were now sitting on the sofa watching a movie together. Alessia was sitting right beside me and I tried to get comfy with her. I placed my arm around her on the sofa and I slowly reached for her hand. She noticed what I was trying to do but didn't make it a big deal, which was surprising. I touched her hand lightly but she touched my hand back which made me smile a bit. We were halfway through the movie when Alessia's phone rang again. It was the same person she spoke with earlier and she excused herself to continue talking with him. I was really, really suspicious but didn't ask. When the movie ended, I decided to spend the night with Alessia's parents since it was late for me to head back. I hoped things were gonna work out with me and Alessia and I hope to find out who she's talking with.

A/N: Whoops! Who is the mysterious person that Alessia's been talking with on the phone? Did Alessia start to move on with her life? Does she really still love Shawn? Find out in the next chapter!