Whenever You're Ready (S.M & A.C)

Incident

Alessia p.o.v

When I got to the hospital, they took out the bullet out of my stomach and cleaned it up so now I was awake and was in the doctor's room. Shawn came to meet me while the others were waiting for me in the hall. I was sitting on the hospital bed crying. My makeup was smudged from the tears.

Shawn: "What happened?"

Alessia: "We've....we've lost the baby..."

Shawn: "What?"

Doctor: "I'm sorry, we couldn't be able to save the child."

That was what made Shawn really upset. I was really scared about Shawn's reaction because I know he was gonna get angry at me like how he did last time. After meeting with the doctor, we got back to the tour bus. When we got back in, that was when Shawn let out his anger.

Shawn: "ALESSIA! ARE YOU SERIOUS?! ANOTHER MISCARRIAGE?!"

Alessia: "It wasn't even my fault! Why do you always have to act like it's my fault? Last time, I had a miscarriage and now you're mad at me for this one?!"

Shawn: "BECAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE CARRYING THE BABY! WHO ELSE SHOULD I BLAME ON?"

Alessia: "I'm sorry okay? Maybe next time, don't involve your ex girlfriend in it."

Shawn: "I WASN'T THE ONE THAT LET HER COME! SHE CAME BY HERSELF! SHE ACTUALLY GOT NOMINATED!"

Alessia: "I told you to kick her out, but you didn't do it!"

Shawn: "BECAUSE WE COULDN'T KICK HER OUT!"

Alessia: "What do you mean you couldn't kick her out? There was security!"

Shawn: "AND?"

Alessia: "You should've told the security that Camila was a bad influence!"

Shawn: "I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE WE ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME PROBLEM AGAIN!"

Alessia: "I can't believe you're blaming me for it! Camila was the one that had a gun in her hand!"

Shawn: "You should've been more careful with the child, Alessia!"

Alessia: "I can't believe you're acting like this! What happened to you Shawn?!"

Shawn: "I should be asking you the same thing!"

Alessia: "Sometimes, you just make me hate you over some stupid reasons. I wasn't the one I murdered our child, Camila shouldn't have bought a weapon!"

Shawn: "IF YOU EVER BRING CAMILA UP AGAIN, I WILL-"

Alessia: "Will what? What are you gonna do? It's her fault! Oh, wait....now you're defending her? Since when did you start defending your ex? Do you have feelings for her now?"

Shawn: "SHUT UP, ALESSIA!"

Alessia: "Oh my god, you do have feelings for her, wow. You like her. You care about her more than me because you're blaming over this incident that happened! It's not my fault that you're ex girlfriend is mental."

Shawn: "I SAID, SHUT UP!"

That was what made Shawn so angry that he mistakenly slapped me in the face. I couldn't believe it, did he really just put his hands on me? I stared at him as tears fell from my eyes in shock. Shawn calmed down and stopped being angry. He immediately realized that he did something that he didn't mean to do.

Shawn: "OH MY GOD, ALESSIA! I'M SO SORRY, I-I DIDN'T MEAN TO--"

Alessia: "D-did you just slap me?!"

Shawn: "I DIDN'T MEAN TO, I SWEAR!"

Alessia: "Yeah of course you didn't mean it, you meant to do that! Do you know what people do to other people that do this?! Do you want everyone and all your fans to know that you slapped me?"