'2017 | Queen/BoRhap cast fanfic; time travel (complete)

𝟐𝟐.| 𝐃𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬

[A/N]: Yeees, a second update on the same month. This chapter was easy to get out though, I hope you enjoy it!

           "Well, you have spent an extraordinary amount of time with Roger this past days so... should I be concerned?" he asked trying to at least get a small laugh out of you and shot you a soft smile. "What is it?"

    Your hands were resting above your thighs and you bit the inner part of your cheek, a clear sign that you were not enjoying the conversation. "Well... just be open to it, alright?"

     "Why are you so sure I'm not gonna like it?" Brian beamed.

      He asked himself if, since you apparently had a big knowledge about Queen and were in the production of a movie about them, you knew him well enough to know how he would react.

      The thought creeped him out a bit, it was strange to think that you were aware of all of their lives and it saddened him that he couldn't ask much about it.

         "Because you already said no to that before." you sighed and since he didn't say anything you continued talking. "Okay, so... remember when we were all in the car talking about ways to shove you guys back to your timeline?"

        "Um... Yes. Go on..." he nodded. Brian had an idea of what your point was but he wanted to be sure before saying anything.

         "Maybe you should reconsider breaking into the Physics Institute."
 
         He was about to say something but you gestured with your hands to stop him. "I know, I know, it's insane but it's our best choice."

         You didn't want to send them back. You finally had what your teenager self wanted but you were scared of the consequences. Gloria was dead and it didn't matter how many theories you and Brian came up with, it wouldn't make it hurt less; Roger didn't remember who you were yesterday, which probably was another sign that you should let them go. Let him go. He was never supposed to meet you like this. You two were only supposed to meet when you started working in BoRhap, more than sixty years after he was born. Furthermore, Freddie had spent the last few weeks sick. You couldn't afford to damage the Queen members like that.

         "That's not an option, Y/N... Really. I can't let you commit a crime because of us, absolutely not. You can get arrested so as do we and there won't be a reasonable explanation for why we burgled the place."

       "We're not gonna steal anything you know? And that's probably the only way to get your guys back! I'm not really looking for logic here because none of this makes fucking sense." you harshly said but on e you realized how rude you were being, you stopped.

       You let all the emotions, which you still hadn't had the time to deal with, towards Gloria's death took control over you. You sighed and pressed your lips together. "I'm sorry, that was uncalled for."

         "It's alright... I do want to come back, I just don't want to do anything that can make things worse." he said. You guys sat next to each other and stayed there in silent.

         "I love having you guys here, I really do... But I can't keep you away from the lives you left behind, you guys have so much to do." you sadly spoke and felt your nose stung while your eyes watered. "I... Why do you think Roger forgot about me?" you didn't look at Brian but kept staring at the black screen of the turned off tv.  "Be honest."

         Brian didn't open his mouth for the next minutes, which looked like hours for your anxious mind. He was pondering if he should tell you what he thoughts really were, he didn't want to hurt you even more. The guitarist was surprised to hear your question, that was actually what he wanted to talk to you earlier.