'2017 | Queen/BoRhap cast fanfic; time travel (complete)

𝟐𝟑.| 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬

[A/N]: Hello everyone! I'm finally on my school break so you can expect updates more often and in all the stories. Anyway, I hope you guys are safe!
      I just want to inform that the masquerade dinner doesn't have anything to do with thanksgiving anymore. I changed after I was told that it isn't celebrated in the UK, so now it was just a masquerade dinner party. I'm truly sorry if anyone was offended by it and I should have made a better research.

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Two weeks later

        December finally came and along with it the cold weather. As if a soft blanket of coolness had been wrapped around London. Christmas was only a few days away now.

        A lot of stuff happened during those weeks that passed, for example: a new director, Dexter Fletcher, was hired and the shooting finally ended.

— FLASHBACK ON —

        "And... CUT!" Dexter Exclaimed. He was wearing a proud smile on his face.

        You were by his side, helping him keep track of what scenes had already been shot, and finally you checked the last one. A thin layer of tears was formed in your eyes. You'd miss that place and those people.

        Everyone, including you, started clapping. That was it. The only thing that would still make you and cast hang out together is the award season, but after that who knows?! Maybe that cast was different, at least you hoped so.

— FLASHBACK OFF —

        Unlike the shooting, Ben and Elisa's relationship didn't meet its ending. However, it didn't seem like they were truly happy. Which is because Elisa actually likes the version of Ben she created in her head more, but he isn't like that. Whilst Ben was just pushing the relationship forward because he doesn't know how to break up with her without hurting her feelings.

        He likes his friendship with Elisa and she isn't a bad girlfriend nor a bad person, she just isn't his match. She isn't you. Hardy knows that he should just get over with it but it's still difficult for him to end a relationship. They argued over the smallest things but neither of them had the courage to bring up the possibility of a break up.

       You finally scheduled up a meeting with Brian, in which you would finally tell him about the boys. It will happen on the fourth of January.

       It's not that you had never got him by himself in the set, but there was always something for you to do and he had things to approve; so your conversations were just polite greetings. Furthermore, Rami and Lucy finally started officially dating.

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        Gloria's funeral also happened. It was the most beautiful ceremony you had ever been in and you had no idea of how many people she knew. At the same time that the great amount of people got you off guard, you already expect that. She was the best person you've ever met and she made a friend everywhere she went. So of course a lot of people would pay their respects.

        The thing is, you weren't really dealing with the grief that well.

        People who say sadness doesn't hurt physically apparently never experienced feeling so sad. You felt it in your legs, jaw and head. In your quivering lips, aching eyes and aching chest. It hurt your chest the most because it literally felt like your heart was in pain.

        Even though you were trying to pretend that everything is okay, you went into auto-pilot at the same time that everything annoyed you. Even the Queen boys. The only thing that helped you feel better was focusing on others, you disregarded your own feelings because you were so overwhelmed and instead concentrated on decorating for christmas, the shooting and literally anything or anyone else.