project 3: agatha [ON-GOING]

chapter 03

To: Paopao

I sent the updated modules sa email mo, check it out. xx

And I threw my phone across the room after, not kidding though. I get really anxious whenever I send messages like that kasi – for some reason? I always expect some reply – and not just a 'chill' reply. Ugh! I don't even know anymore!

Examination na two weeks from now and dapat na siguro akong gumawa ng reviewer naming ni Anne – oo, naming dalawa. Napaka-tamad ng babaeng 'yun at ako naman ay isang kunsintidor. Nice pair.

Naramdaman kong nag-vibrate ang phone ko at – sana pala hindi ko na lang kinuha.

From: don't reply issa trash

Cali, can we talk? This is the last time, I swear.

What the freak? What do you take me for, some marupok ghorl? Sorry, but no. Pinatay ko ang phone ko at nagsimula nang gumawa ng written reviewers. I need to distract myself from my thoughts and this is the best way to do that. Besides, wala naman na kaming dapat pag-usapan ni Gio. If he really wanted to talk to me, sana noong kumalat ang issue nila ni Nicole, napag-usapan na. You see, I don't believe in cool-offs or pahupain muna ang away (if that's a thing? Idk) kasi we're not that immature. Gio and I are very cool and healthy, kaya kapag we have misunderstandings, we talk about it – and by talk, I mean 'talk' as in usap – not away.

Kaya I don't understand why he didn't talk to me about it – let alone cheated on me (well, technically, we're not yet together but you get my point, right?)

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02:43

I. Am. So. Tired. Why can't I sleep when I needed it the most?! 9AM pa naman ang classes ko, but duh? Feeling ko kapag natulog pa ako ngayon, hindi ako magigising ng maaga. And that happened to me for a thousand times na.

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And there we have it. 9AM classes who? E, quarter to 11AM na. Nice, Cali.

Binuksan ko yung phone kong pinatay ko kagabi and dang – lagot na naman kay Ma'am Golum. Tadtad na naman ng message kay Anne.

From: jianne lang malakas

Bitch! Absent si Sir Calvs, ligtas ka. Gumising ka na puta ka

From: jianne lang malakas

Gagi yoko pumasok 2nd subj pag alaws ka huhu

From: jianne lang malakas

Nakita ako ni golum sa hallway pukingina pinapapasok ako sa subj niya

From: jianne lang malakas

GHOOOORL ETO NA NAMAN SIYA G NA G BAT ALA KA RAW

From: jianne lang malakas

Libre mo kong siomai.

And that's a wrap. Base sa last message ni Anne, mukhang may hindi magandang nangyari sa pag-stay niya sa klase ni golum. Precious talaga ang pangalan ng damuhong prof (professor ba talaga 'yon? Ew) – at hindi bagay sa ugali niyang napakasama. Like what Anne said, hinahanap na naman ako kasi kapag wala ako, feeling niya nagc-cutting ako sa subject niya. There was this one time last semester na umuwi ako kasi masakit ang puson ko, and nag-beast mode siya sa klase kung nasaan daw ba ako and that went for an hour daw. She also backstabbed me sa faculty room but guess what? No professors believed her kasi she's such an ugly boomer that only wants attention.