Be True To Yourself...Book 1 of the Silver Moon Shifter Series

When It Rains, It Fking Pours, Hard

Jace's cute self up top!

Sebastian POV 

"We screwed up big time." I sighed looking at Thayne and Weston.

"We did." Weston said on the verge of tears.

"Do you think he's rejecting us?" Thayne asked and I sighed

"I don't know… but I wouldn't put it past him. He's tough and shown many times he always comes out on top." I said and sighed. 

"We have to fix this, even if it takes a while." Weston said, wiping his tears. 

"He's right though, what he said. We didn't even think to call to see how he was, we just focused on us because we were horny. We don't deserve him and if he does reject us, we deserve it and I will hate it but I will accept it so he can find someone worthy of his selfless heart and undying love. He put us first before his own happiness and we didn't even fucking call him. We are shitty mates. I'm just like my dad's, putting my other mates before another, just like they all did to daddy." God that thought just killed me inside. I swore to daddy I'd never do that to my mates and yet I did, even if Liam isn't my destined mate, he's still a mate to me and I hurt him in the worst way possible. 

"Let's go see my dad's." I said and they held my arms and I touched my necklace and ended up in my room of my childhood home. 

"I don't want to wake my parents so be quiet. I don't want anyone else to yell tonight." I whispered and they nodded. We got comfortable and just went to sleep, at least my pregnant mates but I couldn’t sleep, seeing Liam's pain filled eyes haunted my mind and Tidus wasn't happy with me either. He tried to push me back to get me to stop but I refused to let him get control so he's growling and clawing at my mind, on the verge of driving me crazy. 

"I get it alright? Stop or you're gonna give me a headache." I said to him but he just kept growling even louder. I sat up and held my head in my hands. 

"A headache? That's nothing compared to what I will do to you for hurting my sweet Liam!" He roared and he was right, I felt Liam's emotional pain when he came down the stairs and it hit me hard. I can only imagine how he actually feels since we don't feel it all, just a fraction and what I felt, his pain is deep and I made it worse by not being there for him. 

I know Gabriel was there but that's no excuse, he just found out about us and we put that burden on his shoulders when it should have been us instead. 

"Why are humans so dumb? You realize your stupid mistakes after you do something like this. You knew to be there for your mate since you knew how daddy was treated and you still went against me and his memory. I'm so disappointed in you Sebastian." Tidus said and disappeared into the back of my mind. That stung big time but he's right. I sighed and laid back down since I can finally get some sleep since Tidus is quite, for now. 

"Sebastian, what are you doing here?" I heard a voice and groaned and opened my eyes to see my papa, Kaiden standing next to my bed. My mates also woke up. 

"I just needed a night to myself." I said and yawned and rubbed my eyes. 

"You're not by yourself, you have two people next to you so try again." Being Satan at times is a pain in the ass when he's your father. 

"I heard that." He said and I gave a cheeky grin.

"Sorry. Give us a minute and we'll be down to talk." I said and he ruffled my hair and kissed my forehead. 

"Ok your dad is making breakfast so hurry up." He said and walked out. We got out of bed and I got some shorts for us to wear and t-shirts. After we went to the bathroom to take care of business and brushed our teeth, kissed good morning and we went down to the kitchen.