What Shouldn't Have Been.(X Factor FanFic) Book1

Chapter 39

Fiona's Point Of View.

Last  night was a mess. I couldn't even put it into words. Dani cried and then I cried and then we both cried and ate some ice cream. We sat in silence and then we talked none stop. We watched a movie and then just stared at a dark screen. It was a mess. Both her and I were in some deep situations. I was doubting the fact that Jack and I had no chance of being together. Jake had found out that Dani slept with Ben and wasn't picking up his phone. All in all, things weren't going well.

I had gone home at around ten and fallen asleep at around eleven. I woke up quite early the next morning. Dani wanted me to talk to Jack but I didn't feel like I wanted to. What I felt last night when he sang was just a one moment thing. 

Maybe I really was just a rebound for Jack. Maybe he got with me to make Stephanie jealous. I couldn't stay mad at that. No matter how much it hurt I had to forget that this happened.

I was surprised about how good I was feeling this morning, I had come to a conclusion that I didn't really need Jack. I was doing fine before he came into my life. In fact I was better off being with Liam. 

One may say that what I was about to do was a stupid idea. But deep down maybe I knew that it would eventually come down to this.

Once I had showered and gotten dressed I left the house. Once outside, I took out my phone and dialed a number.

''Didn't think I would hear from you again.'' Liam said. 

''Where are you?'' I asked.

''Home, why?''

''I wanted to meet up.'' I said, not quite believing what I was saying.

''Really?'' Liam sounded as shocked as I felt.

''If you can't. I completely understand.'' I said.

''No, no I'm actually in London tomorrow.'' He said.

''Call me when you're here.'' 

''I will, it was nice to hear from you Fiona.''

''You too''

''I'll see you tomorrow.' Liam said and I said goodbye and hung up. 

Did I do the right thing? I went with what I felt was right. I could work things out with Liam. With Jack it seemed too complicated. Would we even have a proper future? He would be gone most of the time because of his singing. Girls would be all over him and I didn't know if I was ready for that. 

Dani's Point Of View.

I woke up feeling like the biggest asshole in the world. How could I have gone from being a virgin to having sex with two different guys in such a short period of time? How could I have cheated and actual hurt someone with my actions? I didn't like this. 

I wanted to make things right but I didn't know how. I knew that calling Jake was pointless as he wouldn't pick up. I should give him time, maybe he would eventually talk to me.

I decided to call Ben and talk to him instead.

I got out of bed and walked to the shower. I turned on my shower and waited until the water got hot. I stripped and stepping into the cloud of steam. I let the water run down my body. Maybe the steam from the hot water would clear my mind. 

After a good ten minutes of standing there I washed myself and got out. 

Once fully dressed I got my phone from my nightstand and dialed Ben's number. 

I hoped he was going to pick up. 

''Hello?'' Ben picked up.

''Ben, it's Dani,'' I said.

''Oh''

Oh?

''We need to talk.'' He said.

''We do.''

''Jake called me last night.'' 

Of course he did.

''He wasn't very happy. Why did you tell him?'' Ben asked.

'I didn't tell him.'' I said, feeling slightly hurt from Ben's tone of voice.

''So he just magically found out?''

''He over heard me talking to Fiona... I'm sorry I didn't even plan on telling him,'' I said, not quite sure why I was apologizing to Ben. 

''Are you free? Can we meet at the usual spot?'' Ben asked. 

''Yes, when?''

''Now.'' Ben said and hung up.

Well great, things couldn't get any better. This was fantastic. Not.

It seemed like I was going to lose both Jake and Ben in the space of a day.

I'm not entirely happy about this chapter, I'm not sure if it even makes much sense lol, tell me what you think. Thanks.