His Effect [h.s] AU

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐝

⚠️WARNING⚠️
MATURE SCENE AHEAD, READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION.

The ride to his apartment was silent but not as awkward as earlier, he would sneak glances my way thinking I wasn't looking and I would act like I didn't notice. This would go on for a while before one of us decides to speak. "What did Zach say to you earlier?" Four asks me after a while.

I turn my attention from the window and towards him. We were currently stopped at a red light so he could give me his full attention. "Nothing, he just wanted me to know that he could host my birthday—"

"Shit," Four mumbles under his breath making me furrow my eyebrows at him. "I've never even asked when your birthday is."

I give him a soft smile. "It doesn't matter, I don't celebrate it either way." I say and relief washes over him for a brief second. After three minutes, Four is pulling into his parking space and we are getting out. We pass some of Four's neighbors who are smoking outside before reaching his door.

"What were you doing at Zach's?" I ask him this time and watch as he places his keys on the table.

Four shrugs. "The usual, I'm only there to help him out. Bring people upstairs, get them hooked and then sell." He says, grabbing a water bottle from the fridge and offering it to me. "I don't know why I told you that." He chuckles, sitting down on the couch next to me.

"Who am I going to tell? My absent parents or my drug addicted brother?" I mock and drink from the cold water bottle.

"I'm sorry about leaving you waiting, I should've called." Four says, playing with the loose strings on my shorts, distracting himself from looking at me. I bite the inside of my cheek and I reach for his hair, almost gasping at how soft his curls were.

I compose myself. "It doesn't matter now," I say truthfully. I had my time to get over it. Four looks up to me, a small smile on his lips and I inwardly lean into him, wrapping my arms around his neck. His hand caressed my cheek as his other held me in place.

"I'm sorry in advance," he adds, his smile being replaced by a look of seriousness. "For any future hurt I—" He stops talking when I press my lips to his, catching him off guard though he reciprocates the kiss.

I deepen it by straddling his waist, my hands burrowing themselves in his soft curls and I felt his hands roam my waist up to my back making goosebumps rise on my skin.

His lips went down my jawline and towards my neck before he sucks on my skin making me shudder. I knew exactly where this was going and I'm sure Four did too, this time I didn't want to stop. I reach down to the hem of my shirt and pull it over me, leaving me in my baby blue bra.

As if my actions had caught him completely off guard, he leans back on the couch and looks at me in awe making my face feel hot. My hands reach my back and unclasp my bra, letting the straps fall down my arms slowly before removing it.

"Jo," Four breathes out. "I just want to make sure this is something you want. That you want it to be...me." Four says with hesitation in his words.

"I do," I say, my eyes locked with his. "If you want to be."

He responds by standing up with me, he keeps my legs in place as he leads us down a hallway and inside a room and I realize I've never really been inside his room. He slowly places me on the soft bed, removes my shoes and helps me out of my shorts before I watch him remove his shirt.

"If you want to stop, tell me." He says and I nod. I watch as he opens his drawer and takes out a foil packet, ripping it open and pulling his pants off before he slowly tugs down his boxers, my face growing hot as I see him exposed like that.