His Effect [h.s] AU

𝐌𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫

For the past few weeks, Four and I have been hanging out a lot. Before school, during lunch hour, after school, sometimes when he doesn't show up he'll meet me at my house to drive us to Molinari's. It had quickly became a favorite place of mine.

Sometimes he'd even bring me along to the boxing club where he works and I'd watch him train the costumers, most of which were males. We were having so much fun together and used any excuse to see each other whenever we could.

I was really enjoying what we had, but there was something in the back of my head that was still confused as to what it was that we are exactly.

Four said that I could call it whatever I wanted, that if I wanted to call him my boyfriend I could and we just sort of left it at that.

My brother of course, hated how much time Four and I spent that he has been absolutely ignoring me for as long as he could. I still make sure he isn't getting into trouble, especially since Four is related to Thomas and Jaque hangs around him, he helps with keeping me updated.

Madi has been nonstop questioning me about when I will have sex with him and frankly, I am mortified. Sure I've thought about it, which is why I have that set of red lingerie just stored in my drawer, but it's terrifying to think about.

Is it going to hurt? Will it feel good? Will I bleed?

The many google searches I've made hasn't been of much help. It either sends me to a website in which it tells me nothing about my search, or it sends me to a porn video, either or.

I didn't know how fast the week went by until I arrived home from school, only to see people coming in and out of my house with chairs, decorative props and tables. My mother instructed the people on where the designated place for them was.

I greet my mother and she signals that she'll be with me in a minute after her phone call. I sit off on the couch and feel my phone vibrate with a text from Four.

Got my suit. I hope your parents party isn't long, this is not my style.

I giggle before typing back a response.

"Josephine," my mother says making me look up from my phone. She holds a smile on her lips. "I just picked up your dress for tomorrow, it's in your room, I'm just waiting on Jaque's it should arrive tomorrow morning. Are you all set?" She asks, clearly excited for this event.

I give her a snarky smile. "Do I have a choice?"

"Don't be like that." She looks unamused at my comment. "You know it's a good way to get people to keep investing." Of course, it was always about business to my parents. I sigh and nod before she's running off to find my brother in his room.

I look at my phone to see Four's reply.

We can always ditch?

I let out a soft laugh.

Can I see you?

I expected his reply to come soon but after five minutes of staring blankly at the received, I close my phone and head towards my room where I hang my dress in my closet and take a nap.

—

My short nap ended up being a six hour one and when I woke up it was already dark outside. There was loud music coming from Jaque's room making me groan and sit up, I hated waking up from naps this late at night. Why can't I just stay asleep until morning?

It was ten thirty at night, I almost figured he'd be out but I guess not. I trudge over to his room but he doesn't answer when I knock, making me believe that he isn't answering because of the loud music. I try opening it but the handle won't budge, the door is locked.

I sigh and look towards the windows where I make out a glint of headlights. As I walk down the stairs, my phone dings with a new text message. When I check, it's from Four.

I'm outside.

I don't reply and walk out, closing the door behind me to see him stopped at the other side of the gate. I was in nothing but a long white NASA t-shirt that stopped mid thighs and some grey shorts, so when a cold gust of wind hit me, I shivered.

Four walked towards the gate and looked at me with a small smile on his lips. "What are you doing here?" I ask, my arms crossed. I wasn't wearing a bra either.

He stuffs his hands inside his pockets and shrugs slightly. "You said you wanted to see me." He says with a smug smile. I look at him before looking back inside my house.

"Want to come in?" I ask and he nods before going back inside his car and waits for me to open the gate. Once I punch in the code, it opens and he drives in, parking his car next to mine. I wait for him to come out and when he does, he pulls me in with his hands at either side of my face and kisses me.

This became a normal thing since he would do it every time we saw each other, it was new to me but I got used to it quickly and loved every second of it. He follows me inside my house and we go up to my bedroom. My parents weren't home, as usual but Jaque was in his room. I'm sure with the loud music he has, he won't even notice Four here.

Four closes the door behind him and comes to join me on my bed where I lay on my back. Four lays on his side and props his head up to look at me. One of his hands reaches to my face and places a stray hair behind my ear.

"Where were you today?" I ask him. He wasn't in school so I hadn't seen him all day today. He simply smiles and reaches up, grabbing my neck and making our lips meet.

I forget that he doesn't answer my question and just let myself be consumed by his scent and the minty taste of his mouth. His tongue was warm against my lips and I enjoy every second of it.

The talk Madi and I had about loosing my virginity creeps back into my head—she says that loosing it to someone special is bullshit and that you won't even remember the person down the line, only the size of their dick and if the sex was any good.

So like my searches, her advice was useless to me. But I know everyone's first time will be different, so really I wouldn't want to get into it with expectations because I don't have anything else to compare it to.

I shut my brain out to actually realize what was going on. Were we about to have sex?

Four was slightly on top of me, one of his arms was under my head as the other roamed my frame, his hand goes inside my loose t-shirt but he only touched my stomach and nothing else.

When his lips trail down my neck, I bite the inside of my cheek nervously. By this point, my stomach was doing somersaults with every bit of his touch and his lips against my skin.

Effortlessly, he found his way around where the right spot on my neck was and it was absolutely driving me fucking crazy at the way his tongue swirled on my sensitive flesh. The feeling was foreign but I wanted more.

As I pull his face lightly to mine to connect our lips once again, my hand inwardly goes to his belt but that seemed to make him stiffen. "What's wrong?" I say, a bit of panic in my tone.

Am I not supposed to touch him? Damn it, Josephine! Watching a little porn for reference next time wouldn't be so bad.

Four's hand lightly grasps mine and removes it from its place before he sits up and I follow suit. "I can't do this," I heard him mumble just above a whisper. "I-I've got to go." His demeanor had changed completely once again and I was left confused.

He stands up without saying anything else. "Wait, Four—What happened? Did I do something wrong?" I say, following him downstairs. He looks back at me, worry in his eyes.

"No, you didn't. I'll just—" he stops himself. "I'll just see you tomorrow." He says and with that, he's gone.

What the hell was that about?