Woke up earlier today I didn't sleep that well-had a nightmare, I looked at his side of the bed and saw him peacefully sleeping I didn't want to talk to him was a bit upset so I got up quietly and showered downstairs ...
Finished got in my car and left, while I was driving he called and I lied saying there was an emergency which he understood and said he loved me ... I didn't want to say it but I said I love you too and hung up.
Got in the hospital and went straight to work checking on my patients the way I wanted to avoid him I started checking their vitals even though I know nurses do it I just did it to keep myself busy.
After I was done, I went to my office and started working on a few things I was happy while listening to music ... I started thinking about Mike and what happened, I know he didn't exactly hit me but I still felt weird his anger scared me I've never been with anyone like that ...
I couldn't tell Zoe because she still doesn't trust him so this ....even if it's a misunderstanding she's going to blow it out of proportion, it's moments like these I miss talking to my mom she would always say something sweet and funny just to make me feel better.
The only thing left is to talk to him about it I mean he caused this ... whatever this is ....someone knocked and it was him he came to bring me food and I smiled
" I'm sorry I know I scared you yesterday I have an anger problem so when you ignored me I just lost it, I promise, I've never hurt anyone and won't start with you""I love you" he smiled and came closer to kiss me
" I love you too babe" and he left I sat there and enjoyed my food tasted so amazing ... Zoe came in and I told him Mike bought me food she was starting to like him and said he's treating me like a queen and that makes her happy only if she knew, I forced a smile not forgetting what happened yesterday ...
"Are you sure you're okay Megs?" Zo asked
"Yeah never been better" I looked away
She stared at me and said" you know I'm here for you right whatever it is"
"I know Zo I love you for that, I'm okay just a bit tired haven't been sleeping well"
"Why"
"Honestly it's work nothing much I love you but need to go to the ladies because my bladder is about to..."
I stood up and hugged her and left .... the bathroom seemed like it was in another country I wanted to sit somewhere and cry so I got in one and started crying my eyes out .... when I was sure I was done I washed my face and put on some eye drops hoping it clears the redness FUCK.... I put my head down and went back to my office ...
He was really trying but was I convincing myself that he's a good man now I'm back at home today was a long day, I want to forgive him and forget but going back to my place I replayed the scene, .. surprisingly the house was spotless he cleaned everything and it even had a nice scent...
Got upstairs and was greeted by rose petals on the floor ...what the hell is happening, he was dressed in underwear only I laughed because he looked cute and funny I laughed Again he took my bags and when I got in my bedroom there was dinner which we enjoyed he apologized again ... I am not a fool to forgive him right...
Let's just say we didn't sleep that night and had to survive on coffee lots and lots of coffee I couldn't keep my eyes open...
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Finding my way back home...
RomanceMegan has never been good at facing problems so as soon as she buries her mother she runs off to Lynwood with her friend Zoe to find peace but then she meets Mike who makes her happy but only for a little while what happens when secrets and lies are...