𝗗𝗜𝗘 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗬𝗢𝗨 ━━ 𝗃𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗌𝗅𝖾𝗋

𝘅𝘃𝗶𝗶. 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘂𝗱 𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗲

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social media and irl
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ath tweeted;
im so fucking done

ath tweeted;
i just want to go to sleep and just never wake tf up

ath tweeted;
tf are feelings

estacy. the feeling of being on cloud nine. the feeling of complete and utter happiness. having something to actually wake up for. i looked up at the grainy ceiling. i lost everything that mattered to me. then my phone kept dinging.

tiktokroom so apparently grayson dolan and athena gregg dated? sources sent to us from her private tiktok account.

athena LMAO WHAT WE WEREN'T EVEN DATING

jadensbae poor jaden :(

athena BRO WE WERE FRIENDS

graysondolan what
—athena AHAHAH

graydaddy fucking slut

graysonstit she belongs to the streets

graystoe you dont deserve him

dolandiaper BADDIE! BUT REMOVE THE BAD.

tiktokroom more of athena and grayson

user slut
user omg
user wtffff

athena is live!

"hold on, im waiting for more people to join." i stood for a moment in my sweats, adjusting the messy bun that was on my head.

"i am eighteen years old. what i choose to do with my life is only my business, not anyone elses. going into social media, i understood the risks. i knew most of my privacy would diminish. i know that. i am not a slut. in my entire life, i've dated one person and that was nick. i didn't cheat, or flirt with ANYBODY during that one year relationship because i was in love with him. i'm a teenager. i fuck around with people sometimes. yes, i was friends with grayson. all love for him always, but nothing ever progressed from friendship. it stayed friendship. we never had a relationship. the pictures that were leaked were old, as you can tell by my visible acne. i party. i drink. i do all things teenagers do. 'fame' doesn't make me a robot. im still human. im not proud of what i used to be but im proud that ive grown from it. for the people concerned about jaden, hes just a friend. its casual. okay fuck this, im known for being extremely open with my audience. i'm not doing well and im not saying this for fucking publicity or shit. the worst part is, i don't even fucking know why. scratch that, i do. the past few weeks of my life have been so chaotic and i dont blame anyone but myself for it. its like one day im in love with nick and its all fine and dandy and everythings perfect and im making tiktoks and the fucking hype house and then all of a sudden, i get cheated on, i go to a party, i get to know jaden, we hang out, and now we're besties. i want that again. the week of pure ecstasy. and then all of a sudden shit happens and thats over and then to add salt to the wound, the thing escalates and then i realize that holy shit, maybe this is different and then i cant even focus on figuring out my feelings because i have to clear up drama and while this is happening the person that i might have feelings for doesn't even return those feelings because, ok fuck this goodbye." i ended the live annoyed. i was so annoyed at technology. i was so annoyed at life. and, i was so alone. i grabbed my phone and threw it on the wall in a moment of pure rage. i yelled, tearing apart my room, starting with the desk. i ripped off my led lights and tore off all the pictures on the wall, stopping at a picture with jaden. i grabbed in and ripped it. "fuck!" i screamed in agony before taking punches at my vanity mirror. once my fists were blood red, i began to cry. i melted onto the floor. how could this happen to me? how could my life change like this so quickly? how did i not even notice?