𝗗𝗜𝗘 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗬𝗢𝗨 ━━ 𝗃𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗇 𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗌𝗅𝖾𝗋

𝘃𝗶. 𝘀𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲

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flashbacks and present
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staring at jaden as we sat on my bed watching various movies and randomly making tiktoks had become somewhat of a normal occurance for me, so it was no surprise when jaden and i were arguing about something random again.

"my personal favorite artist right now is lil peep—his music is amazing to me and it helps me go through so much shit." i shrugged.

"okay yeah but i just think lewis capaldi is better." jaden disagreed causing athena to shake her head.

"i think both artists are amazing but you can't really compare the two because they have such different sounds and styles of music." i replied.

"yeah i guess you're right." he smiled sitting up from my desk chair. "wait what's this?" his eyes roamed to a pink journal.

"no!" i stood quickly, going to grab it but he was too tall.

"athena's songs? you write music?" he asked. "sing me a song."

"no."

"why not? come on, i'll sing comatose for you."

"the difference is, your music is good. mine's cringe."

"sing." i gave in and sat at my piano.

DIE FOR YOU:
CHAPTER SIX

"when i saw the signs, i shoulda let you go
but i kept you beside me.
and if i held you back, at least i held you close."

nick smiled at me with glee, wrapping an arm around me.

"should have known you were lonely
i know things will never be the same
time we lost will never be replaced
im the reason you forgot to love."

he twirled me and dipped me making me giggle. this tiktok would forever be my favorite.

"i love you so much."

"always and forever."

"so don't be scared to live again, be scared to live again. no, don't be scared to live again
be scared to live again."

i smiled at nick from the kichen counter, wrapping my legs around his waist.

"you look so handsome today." he smiled, looking at dixie sadly.

"nicky?"

"you always miss the chance to fall for someone else (someone else). cause your heart only knows me.
they try to win your love, but there was nothing left (nothing left), they just made you feel lonely (oh)"

"oh just go fuck him instead!" he yelled at me.

"what?"

"i see the googly eyes you look at tony, okay? if you wanna leave me then just do it!"

"they aren't googly eyes! and do you even wanna start about how you look at dixie? i love you! always and forever."

"i am not the girl i used to be
did some things i couldn't let you see
refused to be the one who taints your heart
so don't be scared to live again
be scared to live again"

"i always find my way back to YOU. because i love YOU. tony is my friend okay?"

"no, don't be scared to live again, baby
be scared to live again (oh)
i hope you know that (oh), i hope you know that (oh)
ill be praying that you find yourself"

"what the hell, nick?" i yelled.

"i hope you know that (oh), i hope you know that (oh)
we fell apart right from the start
i should have made you my only
whn it's said and done
so don't be scared to live again"

"so you accidentally put your pp (i dont wanna say the word) in dixie?"

"be scared to live again
i said, don't be scared to live again
be scared to live again (oh)
i hope you know that (oh), i hope you know that (oh)"

"what happened to always and forever?"

"ill be praying that you find yourself
i hope you know that (oh), i hope you know that (oh)"

"i think we need to break up."

"we fell apart right from the start" i sang sadly.

"you know that it wasn't because of you, okay? he was the one that decided to become a hoe."

"yeah." i smiled at him in reassurance but i knew he was wrong.