Forever Apart: Jaydick (Redwing pt 2)

15. Dick-Not Jason

What the fuck is happening to me? Dick left Jason's room, trying not to panic. He was feeling too many emotions. He was confused, he didn't know what that flash of "memories" were. He was angry at Jason for lying to him. He was lying right? The anger he felt during the flash of memories felt to real. But that never happened. Did it? What's real and what's not? Am I living a lie?
He passed Wally in the hallway and smiled. Wally leaned into him and kissed him. Dick didn't know how to react so he kinda of faked a kissed back. Wally went into Jason's room while Dick went to his room and sat on his bed. He picked up his escrima sticks and just stared at them. 
I'm in love with Wally West. Or am I? The anger I felt when I relived the memory of Jason, was out of love. But just love for family right? And that would explain the memory when I told him I loved him. Just as family right? But it didn't feel like that. It felt like I was in love with him. None of this makes any sense! Maybe I'm going crazy. Dick began to twirl his sticks in his hands, like he was really nervous. Yes, I'm in love with Wally. Not Jason.
Dick got startled when he heard a knock on his door. "Come in, it's open." It was Wally.
Dick smiled, "Hey, babe. I really need you right now." Dick approached him, and kissed him. But, he realized that Wally wasn't kissing him back. He tried again but Wally just moved away from him.
"What's wrong, Wal?" Dick asked.
"I uh..." Wally nervously started, but before he could finish, Donna spoke over the speakerphone.
"Titans, get ready. There's an attack. Report to the armory."
"Let's go," said Wally.
"Wait. What were you going to say?" Dick asked. He wanted to know what's up with Wally.
"It can wait. We got to go." Wally said as he sped out of Dick's room, leaving Dick confused.