Yanna's POV
Matapos akong kausapin ni Doc. Miguel ay umuwi na agad kami sa bahay. I can't say any words neither to John.
Nang makarating kami sa bahay ay pumunta agad ako sa kwarto na parang balisa. Hanggang ngayon hindi parin maproseso ng utak ko kung ano ang nangyayari.
Dahan dahan akong humiga at hindi ko namalayan na kusang tumutulo na pala ang mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan.
Bakit ganun? Gusto ko lang naman magkaanak at magkaroon ng masayang pamilya pero bakit ako pinagbabawalan?
And worst may sakit pa ako? At malala na? Ano nang gagawin ko? Karapat dapat pa ba akong asawa para kay Wins? Alam kong gustong gusto na niya magkaanak pero hindi ko maibigay yun sa kanya.
I was about to close my eyes when suddenly my phone rang. I was about to reject it when I saw it was Xav.
"Xav" that's the only word I managed to say. I know he already knew something's up just by my voice.
"What happened Yan? Are you okey? You look pale?" sa sunod na sunod na tanong niyang yun ay bigla akong napahagulgol.
"I can't take this anymore Xav. " I'm trying hard for my voice not to broke down now.
"Meet me at the nearest coffee shop near you. " aayaw sana ako pero pinatay na niya ang tawag kaya wala na akong nagawa.
Kailangan ko din kase ngayon ng karamay and it can't be my husband. Baka mas lalo lang niya akong ayawan dahil sa hindi na nga ako magkakaanak nagkasakit pa. How ridiculous right?
Fvck life!
Kinuha ko agad ang susi ng kotse saka tumakbo para hindi na magtanong sila kuya John kung saan ako papunta. Ayoko nang madamay sila dahil na naman sa gagawin kong ito.
I went to Dan's coffee shop and I saw Xav already waiting inside. I wiped my tears away and started walking inside the shop.
Nang makita niya ako ay sinalubong niya ako agad ng nag aalalang mukha at napaiyak na naman ako.
Letseng luha hindi nauubos.
Nang nakarating na siya sa harap ko ay hindi ko napigilan ang yakapin sya sabay iyak. Wala na akong paki alam kung pinagtitinginan kami ng tao dito.
I am really broken right now.
After how many minutes, I managed to calm saka kami umupo sa nakareserve na upuan para samin.
"What happened? "hindi na napigilan ni Xav na magtanong kaya sinabi ko lahat sa kanya ang totoo.
Yung part na I can't be pregnant pero gustong gusto ni Wins na magkababy kami hanggang sa sakit ko na hindi ko pa pinagtuunan ng pansin masyado. Wala na akong pakialam kung ikakamatay ko yang sakit na yan.
"What illness Yan? " he seriously asked me.
"Liver disease and it was severely damaged. The doctor told me I need a liver transplant but they still need to find a compatible donor. I know it's hard. I don't if I die just because of this fvcking illness bit at least man lang sana mabigyan ko ng anak si Wins. I want a baby Xav" alam kong naawa na sakin si Xav on how desperate I am right now but who cares?
He sighed then looked at me straight to my eyes.
"Yan can you please focus first on your condition not on having a baby? Coz pwede kayong mag ampon pero hindi kayo makakapag ampon kung wala ka naman na. Kailangan mo magpagaling Yan. And you really need to tell this to Wins. He needs to know" agad akong napahindi dahil sa sinabi ni Xav.
No. I can't tell Wins. I know he'll be devastated than I am.
After a few minutes of silence, I already came to my decision.
"I'm coming with you Xav. I will leave Wins. I don't want him to have a wife who can't be impregnated that's why I decided to just leave him. I know it's selfish but I can't think of a nicer way. " napabuntong hininga ulit siya sa sinabi ko at hindi sumagot.
Babawiin ko na sana yung sinabi ko nang magsalita siya.
"let's go to your house and get your things but you still need na magpaalam sa kanila. Is it a deal? " seryosong seryoso siya kaya wala na akong nasabi kundi ang tumango na lamang.
We went to Wins's house together.
I went there with a heavy heart and crumpled mind.
Is my decision right?
Is leaving Wins behind right?
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